Sometimes I want to stay
Under the heavy rain
So no one could see the pain
Sometimes I want to go far away
Away for the people who didn't care
Away for everything that hurt me
Away for this cruel oblagation
That want me to choose my direction
Away for their eyes full of accusation
Away for this painful situation Sometimes I build a wall
To everyone to everybody
Because they don't understand
They never try too
They only judge me
Sometimes I want to kill myself
So that I will not suffer anymore
I will not feel the pain
I will not cry countless times
I will not do my very best
So that they could see my effort
But no one see my effort my worth
