A sister, a bestfriend and a family. That's what you are to me.
From the time that we were too young, we're raised like siblings.
We used to study together, eat together and even sleep together!
Bestfriend goals, they even said.
Starting from the day we embraced adolescence, I felt like something was wrong within me.
My heart pumps faster, my cheeks becomes hot and that weird feeling in my stomach always appear when you're around.
"Hey Yujin! I saw Weslie today. He's my crush since highschool, remember? Oh god, he's cute" you said opening your laptop while searching for the account of that guy whom you're sharing to me with.
I nodded and was taken aback. 'Why do I feel like this?' I murmured.
Days went by and I know that my feelings for you grew bigger.
I can't stop myself from falling for a giant baby like you. You're clingy and of course, we're bestfriend and I can't handle the fact that I should start to avoid you.
1 message received........
'Hey Yujin, it's Weslie. I kinda like your bestfriend. I'd like to meet her in personal, would you mind to set me up with her?'
Since I am your bestfriend, my obligation is to support you everytime, even though it hurts..
I've set up the both of you. You were happy about the thought of meeting him. He was too.
You started to go out with him paying less time and less attention with me, with us.
I thought 'I should give them time, I'm your bestfriend and my role is to understand you, to support you, yeah I should'
I'm trying to smile when you told me about the places that you had visited, with him..
I had to fake a smile.......
To act 'cool' since that's what you think of me.
and also because I don't want you to be worried about what I feel.. about how it hurts.
One day you came to me, crying.
I'd found out that Weslie, your dream guy cheated.
You cried hard. So hard that it almost broke my heart seeing my bestfriend who happened to be the girl I started to love cry, infront of me.
I approached Weslie and punched him in the face. I didn't let you know it because I'm sure, you'll stop me.
"How dare you hurt her? All my life I'd grown up with her! I didn't let her to be hurt, I protected her! yet you had the courage to cheat on her? I trusted you Weslie! I trusted you for pete's sake!"
"I- it's not my fault Y-yujin. T-that girl was my ex, she wanted to bring back our relationship but I refused, so she suddenly kissed me. When I saw Wonyoung running away, I followed her so that I can explain but she didn't talk with me this past few days" he explained.
I closed my eyes and clinched my fists to held my anger. Tears left from my eyes. I haven't felt this kind of anger and frustration before.
"Go, apologize. Tell her everything. Make her happy and do everything that she likes. Never ever hurt her again or else, I'll kill you. Understand?!"
"Y-yeah. I love her so much, thank you Yujin!"
I saw Weslie running towards the
place where I told him you'd be in.
In the park where we used to play when we were still young, where we cried when our mothers scold us and where we shared our moments together.
I followed him until he stopped right infront of you.
"W- wonyoung, I'm very sorry. It's not my fault, she was just my ex. I refused the relationship she wants to bring back that's why she kissed me. You're now the girl, whom I'm inlove with"
I saw you, shocked about what you heard. You wiped your tears and embraced him.
I'm just watching the both of you being happy with each other.
"I love you very much, will you be my girl?" he asked you.
You smiled and answered your biggest 'yes'
I wiped my tears as I saw you hugged each other.
I walked away.
'It breaks my heart to see you, being happy with someone. But I guess you deserve it.'
I'd became your cupid. The cupid who can't do anything but to gave the girl she loves to another one, the martyr cupid who I used to be.
I love you, but I can't have you
It hurts about the fact that
I'm your bestfriend...........
Just your bestfriend.
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A/N: Merry Christmas everyone🎄! and for the christmas gift that I promised, I published this Annyeongz oneshot ff 🙂. Hope you like it 💜
Lots of love,
Bubblyehet ❤
