[discontinued] colour my world ; minsung

12 confessing

"you what"

"i'm so sorry, i lied to you.", minho quickly continued "i said that i didn't find my soulmate yet, but... i actually did."

jisung's heart broke as minho spoke his words and more tears welled up in his eyes. "w-why would you not tell me about it?", he sobbed.
the boy was extremely embarrassed about himself by now. embarrassed that he cried again and all the time and he thought that he could slap himself for that.

who would ever even slightly like a crybaby like him?

he seemingly started to cry at every little thing in the moment and even when minho couldn't be sure what the real reason for the boy's hurt was, he surely wouldn't think jisung attractive in any way when he was behaving like that. jisung was almost one hundred percent sure of it for that matter.

"j-jisung", stuttered minho. shock was plastered on his face. did he break their trust so much by not telling him about it? or what was the reason for the tears that fell down from jisungs eyes and the sobs that left the now really small looking, cowering boy.

"i'm so sorry! please don't cry", he wailed, his shocked expression changing to hurt - or was it pity?

"i didn't tell you, or anyone, about it, because it hurts me too!"

the younger looked up, confused and a little bit interested.
"why would it hurt you? shouldn't you be happy about it?"

minho sighed "that's the thing.", he said "to keep the long story short: they're dead"

jisung let out a soft and breathy "oh". he turned his gaze away from minho, to the ground, before looking up again, into his eyes.

"I'm sorry... i didn't know" was all he said.

minho was silent for a few seconds, but then he nodded before telling jisung more.

"its okay. i met them only a few weeks prior the accident. we went on only one date together, but then they were on their way home from europe- they were visiting some friends-, when their plane crashed and..", minho's heart hurt, when he thought about his supposedly other half being dead. "yeah", he finished with a sigh.

"and you weren't in a relationship?"

"never was."

"I'm sorry to hear that... it must be really bad to lose your soulmate.", the blonde said before apologising again "i'm also sorry for crying so much, i, it's just-", he gave an embarrassed laugh when he remembered the reason for his crying and waved it off.

minho gave a soft smile "it's okay, really. i didn't even have the time to get too attached." he made up it up as a reason for jisung, so he wouldn't feel so bad, but the other knew, that it was harder than that. the soulmate bond you had, made it incredibly easy for you to get attached, to feel the need to be near them and the need to get to know them better.

sometimes, jisung felt like he had it too. the bond with minho, that made him so interested in the older male and that made him fall in love with everything that minho had, from the way he held his ice-cream in his hands to how his eyes always had little beautiful sparks in them and how he cracked weird jokes and screamed around with jisung, like they were the only ones in the world.
jisung had always felt great with minho around. he felt like they knew each other for years, when they have met each other almost a month ago, only.

later on, minho told jisung why the girl couldn't be his soulmate and jisung might have gotten a bit furious, but he was glad that he now knew what was wrong.

"why would she do that?? is she really that desperate to date someone that she's trying to trick me into it?!", he rambled, clearly upset. minho shrugged his shoulders and agreed that it was fucked up and really not what one should do and that there were probably more people like that out there.

"better stay away from her, when you see her again.", he recommended.

jisung groaned painfully when he remembered something

"she's got my number."

he put his head in his hands and his frown frown deepened as he was staring at the ice-cream that was still held in minho's hand.

"then tell her that you don't want her contact, when she texts you."

they continued on talking there, under the tree, leaning against the tree trunk and discreetly trying to stare into each others eyes. the purpose why they'd gone there in the first place was halfway forgotten. jisung even got the ice-cream mid-talk. minho must've noticed him eyeing it from time to time, so he offered it to him, even though he already ate half of it (it had gotten way too cold for him anyway. it was autumn!) jisung gladly took it with a shy smile and a cute chuckle, that made giving it away one hundred times more worth it to minho.

when they got home, jisungs tears had dried and almost frozen on his cold cheeks and warm smiles replaced the sad frowns.

they stayed for a while at jisungs place and cuddled, knowing that both of them needed it right now.

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i hope you guys still remember me uwu🐝

who's watching yg treasure box here?? i hope yg debutes at least 9 trainees😳👆

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