Slowly Falling For the Bad Boy

Hard to say Bye

After 5 months of summer, school has finally arrived, the great news is it's my last year in West Dales Academy. I can finally do things I want and go to college.

After 3 days of bonding with dad he is going to go back to the UK again to manage our business there, why do I feel so lonely again? But finally it's gonna change hopefully this school year will be good to me.

As I was preparing my things and went in to the shower I heard dad calling.

"Sammy dear, can you please go with me to the airport" he said.

"Okay daddy"

I was just standing there in the shower trying to hold the tears from falling, it's not like it is the first time my dad went away it's just that every time he's here I forget the fact that mom isn't here anymore to comfort, to guide , and support me. It's just me and him.

As I went out of the shower, I put on this blue dress and blow-dried my hair and let it fall naturally. I grabbed my purse and my matching shoes and went downstairs.

As I was making my way downstairs, this very delicious smell went in my nostrills and smelled like my dad's special hot pan cakes with his special syrup.

I made my way to the kitchen rapidly and there he was sitting by the dining table reading the news paper and drinking his coffee.

"Good Morning daddy, isn't there something I can do to stop you from leaving?" I said while doing the puppy eyes.

"I'm sorry darling, but daddy's gonna be busy for another year. You know how our company is progressing and we don't want it to stop, don't we dear?"

"Yes daddy."

"Well then, we better get going before I miss my flight"

I nodded it agreement, I still wanted to protest because I really don't want him to go but what else will I do?

I went out of the front door and made my way infront of the house where our car was waiting for me and my dad. I was two steps ahead of him, I opened the door and made my way to the left side of the passengers seat and after a moment he followed me inside, there was a long period of comfortable silence.

I was just starring at the window when I noticed it was getting a little cloudy. A few minutes later we were at the airport already. My dad went out before me and I felt my heart feel a littlw heavy and felt a tear run down my face, I immediately wipe it off and went out the car.

"Oh Sammy, don't make this any much harder."

I tried to smile and he did the same, I gave him a bone-crashing hug which meant my farewell.

"I love you daddy, have a safe trip"

"I will"

and by that said he turned his back and went inside the airport.

I can feel tears streaming down my face.

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I went towards our house. As the driver drove us to my house I keep starring out the window, I still remember every thing, all those car rides with mom and dad, when I stare out side the window mom used to whisper in my ear all those made up stories and by the end of the story she tells me how she loves me and my dad. Oh how I miss my mom.

Why is this day so sad for me?

We finally arrived at home, I went out of the car and then went inside directly then up to my room.

I locked my door and then changed my dress into my sweat tshirt and my short then jumped into my bed.

I faced the ceiling and then thought of all the memories of my mom and dad.

I decided to go out and try to forget this shit, so I changed to another outfit and went off to the mall where I was planning to shop for another beginning and donate what I don't wear anymore to charity.

I was going around the mall with two bags of clothes and still planning to buy more, when I bumped in to a muscular man who was tall had a dirty blonde hair and was damn hot.

"Watch where you're going!" He said in a loud manly voice

"shissh! No need to be rude!" I snapped.

He went off and I felt pissed, besides it was not like I intended it to happen. Shit, could this day get any crappier!? But life must go on, I continued searching for cool clothes.

After hours of searching and shopping I finally planned on going home, I called for our driver and said he'd be at the mall in 5 minutes.

I went outside of the mall and made my way to the waiting area where my driver told me to wait my arms were getting tired from carrying a lot of stuff fortunately my driver finally arived. He got my bags and loaded them unto the trunk, and he drove us back home. As we were heading back to the house I couldn't help but recall what happed in the mall earlier, who was that jerk anyways? Does he have to act like that?

"Bullshit" I cursed. And our driver looked surprised and looked at me.

"Sorry" I felt ashamed and embarrassed.

We finally arrived home he pulled up the car in the garage and then I went out and told him to unload the trunk and put the stuff inside. He nodded.

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Time check 7:38 p.m

I was feeling a little droosy from all the stress I've been through today, I stood up from my bed then made my way to the bathroom. I filled the tub with luke warm water, took my clothes off and then went in. The water was just so relaxing that I could stay there until I feel like a person without problems.

All the bullshit I've gone through today, I just hope tomorrow isn't the same.

First day of school and last year in high school then off to England to study and spend my college years there.

It was getting boring and the water was getting cold, I decided to brush my teeth then put on my night gown and check the clock it's already 8 o'clock. Tomorrow is another day, I hope this school year would go smoothly. I turn on my iPod and set its volume to the maximum and turn on my lamp then stood up and turn off the main lights. All that lit up the room was my lamp with star shaped holes in it, then my head flash backed all the memories that me and mom use to share before I go to bed. All those stories about a princess and a brave knight, making me believe that there's an almighty being up in the skies that has already planned all of our lives like the ones we read in books but when she died, everything changed.

I keep picturing my mom's beautiful smile that could lit up an empty room her wise words of wisdom, her encouraging hugs, her kiss filled with love, she was just the best mom a child could ever ask for.

No one can ever understand me the way she understood me.

I felt tears streaming down my face. My heart was just in pain.

I have set my alarm clock already so I won't be absent nor be late tomorrow.

I layed down, pulled up the covers and found my comfy zone and without anymore crap I drifted to sleep, because it was just a tiresome day.

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hi guys, please wait and read the next chapter.

If I were you I would definitely wait for the next chapter because I'm about to tell you who's the one that is going to make Sammy's senior year a complete missery.

so who's your guess?