My Suck Life

Dying

Finn's POV

I'm here at French class, it's been a month without Rachel here in school, I miss having her around in school. I visit her everyday and I can see her changing everyday, she's getting weaker everyday, it's so hard to see the woman I love like this and I can't do anything about it.

I'm wake up from my trance when Puck walk in the class desperate, oh no.

"Mr.Puckerman, what are you doing?" The teacher asked.

"Hudson, come with me now." He said nervous and I shiver. "It's Rachel."

When he said "Rachel" my heart beats hard, I grab my stuff and run out the class with him.

"What happened?" I asked Puck while we get in the car.

"I didn't understand very well on the phone, but the Dr. said to go to the hospital." Puck said and my eyes filled with tears.

We get in the hospital and run to talk to the nurse. 

"Please, can you give us update from Rachel Berry?" I asked her freaking out.

"Relationship with her?" The nurse asked.

"I'm the closer that she have as a brother and he is her boyfriend." Puck said.

"I just can give news from family." The nurse said.

"Please, she doesn't have anyone but us, we are her family. She was adopted for a gay couple when her mother died in labor, her dads died, she doesn't have siblings, she doesn't have anyone but us." I said and the nurse sighed.

"Her doctor is right there, talk to her." The nurse said and we went to the doctor.

She said that Rachel had a heart attack and her heart is almost useless right now, she's in a induced coma, this the first time that I cried about this situation, now is real, I break down crying, she is dying and there is nothing that I can do about it.

Puck left her room and I walk in, I sit next to her and grab her hand.

"Hey Rach, it's me, Finn. I don't know how this works, I don't know if you can hear me, I hope you do. Today was the first time I cried about this, today got real, you're dying. I don't know if I'm being selfish to say this to you but, please Rach don't give up, you're a fighter and I'll fight with you if need. We need you here, I need you, Puck needs you, Bella needs you, the glee club needs you, so please stay here. I need you because I love you." I said crying. "I love you so much." I said sobbing in tears. "We will get through this Rach, and we will leave Lima together to New York, you will be famous in New York and I will go to college with football scholarship and we will get married and have bunch of kids, like we want and we will adopt a dog, when we get old we will comeback to Lima, because NY it's very stressful. I want to grow old with you, cause life without you is pointless, you're the one who takes from me my most sincere laughs and smiles, to you I give the most sincere love from the world, don't leave me here Rach, don't leave us, I love you so much, I don't know how to express, I don't have words." I said choking in my tears.