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yoonyeon: the best thing i ever did was to not let you go

requested by Xxxbunnylicious

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nayeon's pov

yoongi and i have been together for about a year now. we stay strong and love each other.

today is his birthday and i planned to surprise him with a cake and donuts but when i enter his apartment, i didn't expect this to see this.... jennie on yoongi's lap, making out.

i watch them with anger and sadness. i clench my fist and drop the cake. they stop kissing.

"n-nayeon." yoongi pushes jennie and walks to me.

i run as fast as i can and thank god he's not a fast runner. i enter my apartment and cry. it was very unexpected.

i loved him.... i trusted him.... i cared for him.... i did everything. it's no use. i've been replaced.

i explain everything to jeongyeon. i just have to talk to someone.

"that scumbag, how dare he cheat on you? he's really dumb." she shakes her head slowly.

my makeup is ruin. all i want to do is to cry. i don't care about anyone.

jeongyeon takes a tissue and cleans my face, mainly underneath my eyes.

"give him the taste of revenge," she suggests. "i mean, not by cheating on him too but to show him that he lost something very precious. make him regret what he did."

i smirk. "i can't do that. i haven't even moved on from what happened earlier."

she grins. "as your best friend and roommate, i'll help you."

i look up at her. "really?"

"of course."

i push myself to hug her and she hug back.

it's been five months since i've seen yoongi. i've changed a lot. the cute and bright nayeon is gone, welcome the new sassy and cool nayeon. i became more focus on school than before and top the class. i also have several tarpaulins displayed at the school's entrance because of competitions outside the school. you may say that i drastically changed and that's because of him.

i've seen him making out with jennie at school sometimes and it just hurts me. makes me want to slap him.

he's been trying to talk to me but i ignore him at all. it's gonna hurt me again if i see him.

today, there's a party at my namjoon's house and everyone is invited. i know that yoongi and jennie will be there but who cares? those two can't stop me to have an incredible night today.

"unnie!" jihyo hugs me and gives me a drink. "wow, you look hotter than before. damn."

i giggle. "thanks."

"how are you and yoongi?" she asks.

i stand up straight placing the drink down the table. "h-he cheated on me."

"he did—" i covered her mouth since her voice is so loud. some people look at us but they look away for a few seconds.

"he did what?" she whispers. "with whom?"

"jennie."

"that motherfu—" i cover her mouth again and this time, a lot of people look at us. they starts to whisper and look away.

"oops. was i too loud?" she asks in embarrassment.

i nod and she sips her drink.

i grab my drink. "can i go to the balcony? it's very loud here."

"sure! i'm here with mark anyways."

i walk to the balcony and sit at a chair. ahh, this is what i want.... a place to relax. i rest my back and close my eyes.

"can i talk to you?"

i startle a bit and sit up straight. i look at the guy and it's yoongi. what does he want?

i just roll my eyes and cross my arms in front my chest.

"please? just this day," he begs. "i just need to talk to you."

i face him. "what now?"

he sighs. "i'm sorry. i'm sorry for all the bullshits i've done. it's been five months and i think we should fix this."

"fix this?" i smirk. "how about fix yourself first."

"you see, that day, i was actually waiting for your text. as i was waiting, jennie came and greeted. she wanted to stay so i let her stayed. i didn't have feelings for her whatsoever. we just watched tv and she sits on my lap facing me. she said that she wanted me and started to make out with. i don't know what happened with me. i was just missing you so much."

tears starts to roll down my cheeks. i want to look strong so i wipe it all away.

"mind to explain why you made out with jennie again and again after that day?"

he looks down. "i felt like you didn't want me anymore. you became a different person so i thought you changed your feelings about me. i wanted to get you out my mind so i used jennie. it's still no use. i still think about you. i even tried alcohol but then again, still no use." as he is saying those words, he starts to cry which makes me think... am i that different now?

he wipes his tears with his napkin and turns around. "i'm so sorry. i need to go—"

"wait." i grab his arm and he turns around. i stand up and press my lips to him. his hand caresses my cheeks and he kisses back.

he may have done a dumb thing but i still love him. i do.

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note: hey, i'm sorry it took a while. i'm just going through a lot rn and i can't really think properly anymore. i might delete wattpad soon idk.