He believes just because he has my signature down he owns me.
He does not.
I am obedient only when I know he is in his dominant role.
I will not be used and abused.
That I confessed to him when we first started off.
He agreed to treat me like a person when he wasn’t dominant in nature.
He has not adjusted very well, but he is trying.
Like I trying with all the whips and canes,
Paddles and chains.
He always asks me if I like those things.
I always lie, but I got to confess
I love it when he used his whips on me.
Those chains I like too.
I wouldn’t let him know that because he will use it against me.
And you should know he would use it against me
I don’t fear him, but I fear that he won’t pleasure me in the way he knows.
I also confess that I fear that he will stop wanting me,
With my innocence to his world.
I confess I feel like he will come and tell me it’s over.
I confess that these confessions hopefully will not ever be known by him.
