Dear Ex-seatmate
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Why?
Why do you bother me everytime?
Better if you moved out.
Better if you're not my classmate.
Better if you are not my seatmate.
Better if we aren't friends.
Better if I didn't like you.
Better if you transferred other seats.
Better if you ignored me.
Better if we're strangers.
Better if we didn't meet.
Better if I lived my life without you.
But I'm.so blessed.
I was strong.
I thought conquered my feelings.
But then I was wrong.
I was just numb of the truth.