Poems And Rants....I Guess

Chapter 7

Hey peeps, I'm back with another chapter. Hope you enjoy.

I Can't Put My Finger On It

I feel like there's something....

Something inside me .....

That want to escape...

It's very dark

Eager

Gloomy

Sad

And most of all angry .

It's a side of me I've never met before, it's different from all the others.
It's fed up, with everything and everyone.

With keeping secrets

With being lied too

With being pushed aside

With being heartbroken

With trying to fit in
When it knows I don't belong.

It's opening my eyes
it wants me to look at the world the way it really is.

It's trying to help me understand,
Understand where I rank in the world

It knows no matter how much I try, my opinion doesn't matter to now one but me...
I get pushed to the side ....
And I'm done with that

Maybe I should let it free and try it on for size.

Maybe they'll listen when it talks.

It sounds confident and strong minded.

But will this come with a cost?

When it laughs, I feel like it's trying to do more then help me.....I feel like it's trying to Isolate me from the rest of the world and have me to itself where it can take me over.

Sometimes I have these thoughts where..... I'm doing things that would have a negative impact on my future..

I smile at these horrible visions, thinking I'd be better off without people.

Being a rebel doesn't help the situation, I can see myself running from the law or something like that.

Ha imagine

I don't know if I should follow the path it has planned for me.

What if

What if I never come back to the original me..

I can't tell what this thing is...

It's something....

It's something, but I don't know what

I can't put my finger on it......