Ring! Ring!
The blaring sound of the bell rung around the whole campus. The first day of college has ended. With a tired sigh, you packed your things and waited for everybody to get out first before walking out to the gate.
You weren't going home alone since Jimin is coming along.
As you walked through the halls, people scattered to different parts of the campus. Most of them at their lockers as they talk to their friends. Some, making out. Others, doing stupid shit. Normal.
As your eyes wander, you suddenly felt a small impact on your shoulder from the back.
You turned to see the same guy who sat with you in the lesson after lunch. You didn't knew his name but all you know was.. Cherry Bunny.
It was a great nickname you thought, but sadly you didn't knew his name. Come to think of it, he's the type of student whose quiet but it's actually a bright person once you know them truly. Or maybe more than bright, either way, he seemed interesting.
Although without any confidence, you can't.
Looking up, you stare at him once again. He stares back at you with a small smile plastered on his face.
" Sorry for bumping into you. You alright? " Cherry Bunny asked.
Even his voice is beautiful, glazed in honey and smooth like syrup.
" Y-yeah I'm fine " You stuttered your words, fidgeting in your spot.
Cherry Bunny nodded before walking off.
You watched him walk further and further till he was out of your sight. Stuck in a daze, you got snapped out of it when someone scared you, making you jump.
" Park Jimin, what the fuck! " You yelled at him, feeling your heart beat out of your chest.
Getting scared easily isn't great.
" Sorry Bubs " He chuckles softly, ruffling your hair gently before pulling your waist next to him.
You were used to him pulling you NY the waist and squeezed next to his side.
" I hate you " You muttered.
" I love you more bubs " He replied back.
" Whatever. Anyway, did you survive today? " You asked as you both walked out of the gate.
" Well, somewhat I did survive. Even though it was the first day, I fell asleep in Science. Thank god luck was by my side cause I wasn't caught. Overall, I can say it was good " Jimin explained while holding you by his side.
You nodded, understanding. You sighed softly, inaudible for your best friend to hear.
" Bubs, I know it wasn't good for you today but I promise, things will get better " The brown haired male said, turning to face you with a genuine smile.
" I know "
As you both walked home, you wished you brought your earplugs with you since Jimin couldn't stop talking about the topic that you both bickered this morning.
Reaching both of your homes, you both waved and walked in.
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Time flew by and it was 9pm. Before night came, you were cleaning your house and did some sketches to get rid of your boredom. Doing all of that, it kills time quickly.
Although you forgot to shower.
The worst part was you're lazy. Even though you keep promising yourself that you would shower in 5, 10, 15 mins time, it didn't happen.
With that, you lazily got up and took your towel, walking into the bathroom.
Looking into the mirror, you couldn't help but judge yourself once again. Thoughts about doing a diet came through many times but you knew you wouldn't be able to do it. Cravings for carbs or sugary things, you just can't.
Without wasting anymore time, you undressed yourself and stepped into the cubical to take a warm shower.
Twenty minutes past, you were done. After taking a warm shower, you felt relax.
Drying yourself, you changed into a big tee with black SPORTS shorts.
Without having anything else to do, you sat on your bed and began to watch some videos. Crackhead videos to be exact.
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Time ticked by and it was 11:45. A yawn escaped as your mouth gaped open wide. With a sigh, you placed your phone on the nightstand and plugged in your charger.
As you got up, the corner of your eyes caught something on the floor. A piece of paper.
Walking towards it, you picked up the piece of paper to see what was written.
" In your eyes, you find something ugly in yourself. But in mine, I see something way beautiful than myself "
I'm so sorry for not updating :(( my ass has been lazy and I'm gonna be busy for the next 13 days so bare with me y'all :) ily 💗💜
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