Not My Mate || j.jk

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"Think Naeun, think." I am close to smacking myself on the head as I pace back and forth within the four walls of Jimin's bedroom that unfortunately seemed like they were getting tighter around me. 

It's been at least forty minutes since I've been ranting on what had possibly happened to me. Was this my karma for simply existing?

It seemed like the world just had it out for me and I couldn't escape the fate I was blindly led to. At what point would life stop kicking me in the face every chance it got?

"Get it together" I exhaustingly throw my body down onto the bed, laying like a starfish hoping that the ocean would drown me "Who would know how to fix this?" I ask myself and that's when it all comes to me 

Mom.

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"Can't help you, sorry sweetie." Her answer curt and short

"Mom!" I whine through the phone "You can't just leave me like this! I'm a wolf's mate for satan's sake" I whisper the last part and she just scoffs, taking a short pause before asking me

"Did you die?" 

"No" I answer while sporting the biggest pout a child could give their parent

"Are you gonna die?" 

"Maybe if I tie a noose around my neck" I mumble and she just laughs 

"Like you're going to get off that easy. I'll just visit the underworld, bring you back and kill you myself" She tells me while also calling out to my father "I'll be there in a minute honey!" 

"Mom seriously?" I sigh while rubbing my temples and shutting my eyes tight, praying I was just in a really bad nightmare

"Well honey it's not my fault that you got yourself wound up in that mess." I can hear her take a sip of a drink, probably a very strong margarita "You vowed that once you left our home, you'd become your own adult and that includes fixing your own little affair problems" I roll my eyes at her advice

"It's not an affair mother," I grit my teeth, trying to keep my nerves down "I told you, I drank some of his blood by accident on the night of the blood moon and somehow I became his mate. So I am begging you mom to please help your only child" Desperation reeks off of me but I couldn't care less "I can feel his blood pumping with mine and I really really don't like that"

"There's your answer my sweet girl." She states with a sigh "It was a blood exchange, something that cannot be reversed" 

"I don't understand" I tell her while biting my lower lip 

"You're a witch sweetheart. Are you really that naive to think your powers wouldn't betray you? Your body wanted that boy." My breath catches "Whether you knew it or not, it craved it. So much in fact that it decided to keep him forever. It wasn't a coincidence that you just happened to drink his blood on the night when a red moon florishes everyone with power, lust, passion, desire and in your case, love." 

"I don't love him mom! I barely know him!" I throw my hands up defeatedly as I grow angry at her words "And this is not my fault! If I didn't drink the damn blood then-" 

"Then what? You wouldn't be in that mess? You would be happily raising that immortal child of yours that you found from the woods?" She puts her foot down and I immediately shut my mouth