The Scum Shou's Survival Guide

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

Qin Yi felt like his body was as heavy as a thousand jun but he still slowly reached out his arms and folded Ye Ming into his embrace. He waited until the person in his arms became slowly quiet and still, and then he bowed his head and kissed Ye Ming’s hair. His voice was low and hoarse. “I think you don’t actually want to leave.”

{T/N: “Jun” is an ancient measurement system. One jun is approximately 30 “jin” or 15kgs}

Ye Ming didn’t reply.

Qin Yi lowered his eyes. “If you really didn’t want to see me again, then why did you come back?”

Ye Ming’s body suddenly stiffened. He clenched his teeth together and the hands that clutched Qin Yi’s arm trembled. He pressed his lips together and didn’t say a thing.

Qin Yi’s eyes became warmer and a resolute expression flashed through them. “So I won’t let you leave again. If you think that making this decision is too painful then let me make it for you.”

“This time, I won’t let you leave again.”

These kind of painful and difficult choices shouldn’t be borne by you alone.

“I’m sorry. Previously I shouldn’t have treated you like that…” Qin Yi bent down and looked into Ye MIng’s eyes. He said slowly, “But I still love you and you still also love me so…. let’s not be separated again, okay?”

Ye Ming blinked his eyes. Something seemed to have flowed out and was sliding down his cheeks.

He had already pushed himself to the limit. He had already done the most cruel and heartless things. If even this was not enough to make this person not love him, then what was the point of persisting?

Wouldn’t it just hurt this person more?

He opened his mouth but in the end he could not speak those words of rejection.

Qin Yi didn’t receive any words of assent but he was also not cruelly rejected. To him this was already an extreme encouragement and there was a spark of light finally in his eyes again.

He embraced Ye Hao and said seriously, “You can definitely get better. You have to.”

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When Ye Ming woke up it was another day of beautiful weather and sunshine. He walked over to the window and opened the curtains and breathed in the fresh air.

[Ye Ming: My YiYi is such a good man. When I think about the fact that I have to leave him behind, I really feel reluctant.]

[888: Really?]

[Ye Ming: To be honest I thought this mission would be pretty difficult. I didn’t think the conclusion would be this simple. A 100% affection rate can really make a person’s love stubborn to this extent. I really feel quite cruel. If I had known this from the beginning, then I wouldn’t have wasted my time doing those things.]

[888: If you think it’s cruel you can give up.]

[Ye Ming: If I give up then aren’t all my previous efforts in vain? It wasn’t easy to reach this day. To give up on something halfway is not my style.]