You're The Reason

19

Beam's Pov

I follow reana and the other man in silent.

 Pha, Kit and Forth follow us but different car.

In the car reana just quiet like she had something to think.

"Reana... How are you?"

She look at me and give me a small smile 

"Fine.. Enough to breath and alive "

"Why .. You look weird.. for this problems.. I'm sorry if pha be a noise person.. Call you when I had a trouble here.. But.."

"It nothing beam.. I know it.. Actually I know everything.."

"Err.. How can you know.. Did you?"

"Beam.. Phana is my cousin.. He just like my older brother.. How can he not give me any update about you when you didn't brother to contract me.."

"Reana.. It not like that.."

"Yeah.. I don't know that you come here is the one way you can make me disappear from your life.."

"No.."

"One year beam.. You forgot me.. You just remember me when your mother yell at you.. You just remember our anniversary just because pha told you to call me.. You know I can afford to fly here but when I want to do it.. I ask myself is that you want me to beside you??.. I can follow you continue study here with you.. But same thing . did you can want me to do it??.. I think nope.. You won't happy because you don't want to remain my as finance for a while.. "

"Reana.. You think so much..How can I did not think like that.. "

"Why? Did you fall in love with someone else?"

"Reana.. I'm busy with my studied.. I need to ready for my internships.. You know it.. You are medic student right.."

"But I had a time for at least reply your text..call you.. That a lame excuse beam...I'm sorry..It's okay if you want to break off this engagement.. I understand"

She look hurt and down..

I didn't know how can I hurt this person. Her love is pure and sincere for me..

I  hold her hand and look at her finger.. 

Our engagement  ring his there while me put it out from first day I at Bangkok.. 

My heart can't bear with her tears.. 

I fell very guilt right now..

If I put myself in reana place.. I will hurt to..

"I'm sorry for make you sad.. I'm sorry make you cry.. I'm sorry for everything.. I will never do that again.. Stay with me naa.. Stay with me.. Let me love you.."

And i pull her in my hug slowly rub her hair make she calm.

Maybe this time is right thing to do.. choice reana is better.. I can't hurt her anymore.. 

Forth can love anyone he want.. But my love for him will never died.

 We arrived at Bangkok at midnight.

 Reana told me that is her family house if they got some business to do at Thailand.

 It not house but a big mansion.. No wonder it big because her parent is the one minister at US.

Everyone look tired but still awake. 

I look at Hanna .. She just silent and sit with pha and kit.