You're The Reason

28

Forth's POV

Beam and I decide to eat the small stall near hospital and I believe I can go home today. My condition is not very bad and it always happens to me on these years when I very tired .

Today together with Beam, everything will be change such like I found my another half.

"What are you thinking.. smile like that make scary"

Beam's face show very suspicious at me right now.

And I couldn't hold myself to smile.

" I'm happy.. that you still here.."

"Forth"

"Hmmm"

My eyes still focus at his face.
Maybe that make him become red and I can see his ears make the same color.

"Thank you"

He try to act like nothing happen and hide his shy.

" For what?"

"Everything.. you help my project and you are sick because of that"

"Everything?? That includes for I waited for you these years.. it been 6 years.. are you ready to talk about it with me now? I'm don't want to give hope to myself that you will together with me after this.  And if you decide to "

"I'm not think like that. After what happen is enough .. let build a strong relationship.."

He is extra shy right now until he can't see my eyes and look at floor.

"Hmmm... Like marriage? How about that?"

He shock and think hard.

"Marriage?"

He ask me again and I try hard to my laugh after see his funny face plus.

But I try to make serious here who know beam will agree right.

"Yes marriage.. you say the strong relationship.. then to make sure it strong the legal marriage is very strong here.. be a couple after marriage must be very happy right . How about it?"

"Er.. er.. hmm.."

Look like he lost word this time and the same time our food is serve.

"Beam.. you don't want it?"

I say it with sad voice. From the start I talk about marriage thing with him I kindly build a hope in my heart that he will be say yes and will be mine forever because I believe be a lover is not guarantee that he will not leave me after this.

He just quiet after that.

He think hard about it and ingone the food.

"Eat before it cold.."

I say and i can see the reaction at his eyes.

He smile a little before say

" How about we do the engagement first? Maybe 3-4 month.. after that it up to you"

I can see a little light for me.

"One month engaged. After that we going to marriage.."

"But... "

"Beammm.... I wait for you for 6 years.. keep this love just you.. hoping one day you will accept me be yours.. only mine.. please.. "

"3 month for engaged.. that is final.. or..."

"Why 3 month give me a strong reason?"

"I ermm.  It embrassing to talk to you "

"Say it beam.."

"Forth.. ermm i ermm let me tell you for last .. don't laugh to me.. if you dare I will cancel .."

"Okay.. im promise"

"Look.. I kindly try to ermm.. prepare something for you.. look I just come back from a horrible village.. I'm not take care myself and ignore about my face and body and I'm know that kindly different from a beautiful beam that you admire"

He say very slow at part beautiful thing make me want to laugh very hard.. what did he think .. OMG!!! He is cute..

"Nope.. it's not a very strong reason.. if you talk about beautiful you need to know that I love who you are.. you didn't need to think anything else.."

"But you're are popular after all.. I want to make sure everything is on track.. you know avoid you will ashamed because of me.."

"Who will ashamed.. stop the stupid things.. let marriage.."

I try to be more serious.. what did he think that he is ugly right now? Not enough beautiful? I can't wait to make love with him .. what I think.. face palm.. calm down

He still silent. Oh no maybe he think that it very fast...

"Okay.. I think I is overrated now.. I agree.. 2 month? Okay.. I think I need to more patient right.  I want to meet your parents.  Can I?"

Now I can see he in little calm down and give a smile.

"Thank you.. yes after I settle down with the project we will go to Europe to meet my parents.  How about your parents?"

I still can't believe finally he talk about our process to marriage right now.. now I can live for 100 year.

"My parents is already know about you.. he knows everything what happen to you and i believe they will be happy after know this news"

The food is cold right but maybe because our heart is calm right now the food is very delicious.

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