You're The Reason

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Forth's POV

I don't have any class today just one lab that I need to finish all before midterm and I will ready to do some research for my internship. Our seduce will be at 3pm so i decide to out at mall and find some stationary for my notes.

I enter one of the shop and been busy to look at the pens and I hear some talks.

"It that really?"

"Why?You don't believe it?"

"How can she be here just for beam?"

"She don't really want it but beam insisted for reana stay and do the internship together with him..I don't what happen now.. Beam begin so down right now.."

"He be a quite man.. I miss his clingy .. "

"Yeah.. Maybe he should not come here for study ."

"We came here because we miss our country .. That why I take this changes to come here.. Finish our study here.. I want to spend my time here before i want to stay forever with wayo at US. Give him my full attention.."

"But how about beam..why he come here? "

"I don't know his truth intention.. He always go to his old high school...like he find someone.. When I ask him .. He just say he miss the old himself..Maybe he don't really ready for the marriage.."

"Yeah.. Beam so stupid.. I don't thinks he ready for be the responsible man."

"I don't think so kit.. I feel hurt for him.. I understand his love already died.. And i understand he not love reana in the way man and woman will stay forever for built a happy family.."

"How can we save him pha?"

"Love will come like he say"

"But he love someone else."

"Reana is better than the stupid man .. He make our beam hurt .. How he cheat beam .. Tsk.."

"But beam feeling is more important.. He maybe feel he had many debt that he had with reana.. He willing to do the engagement because he feel that the only way to make reana happy and he will do anything for that..."

" But.. How long he can stay their relationship with that feeling?

Silent

Both of them just in their world for that moment.

Sigh..

I hear everything what pha and kit talk.. I never know what happen to beam after our relationship over. And it look like pha and kit know our past.. His love.. About reana.. Beam had big problem right now. Kit is right.. Beam's feeling is important..

What should I do?

I look around there not pha and kit anymore.

I decide to have my lunch and ready for my lab later..

While choice some shop i see someone I know there..
No wonder beam is here..
Pha and kit is also together with him.
And his finance tag along.

When i take a big step for going far from them. I don't want to meet beam for a while but pha shout my name make me stop take a step..

What going happen right now..

"Forth... What are going here??? Have date or hang out with your friends but look like you are alone.."

"Yeah.. Alone.. Just have some time for myself before I get ready for my lab at 3"

"Have lunch?"

"Yes.. Already.."

"Not need to lie. I saw you .. You just want to enter this shop.. "
Phana say and make me give a little guilty smile.

"Hahaha.. You catch me pha.."

"Not funny forth.. Let's have lunch together.. Today beam going to treat us.."
Phana been instead to me follow him.

"No need to pha.. I am rushing.."

"No.. Let's join us.."

Pha pull my hand and drag me to the table when all of them there..

I sit in front of beam and reana while pha and kit beside me..

"Hi forth.. I'm reana if you forget.."

Reana just give a thinly smile to me and nod.

"Hi.. No.. I remember you.."

"Let's order.." kit say.

After all have their meal I can see reana been quite maybe she is not comfortable with me.

"Here have this.. You need eat a lot of meat. "
Beam put some meat at reana plate seem like reana didn't bother to look at Beam's face.

"Thanks beam.."

There are awkward situation.

Why must me trap in this situation.

"So forth.. How your study.."
Suddenly pha makes a conversation.

"Everything is fine.. I need to finish everything before midterm then have internship after that."
I give somee explation to them

"Where to go?"
Phana ask me

"Not sure yet. Maybe far a little.. "

"How far?"
Kit curious

"Not sure yet.."

"Maybe like reana will have her internship here ."

"I still not decide it kit"
Reana say

"Owh.. I thought you already make a process"

"No .."

"Reana.. Let's make request to university at US first and send application to same hospitals with me" beam say

"I already say i not decide yet beam"

"But.."

"I think I want walk around ."

Then reana walk leave us.

"Here pha.. Take this and pay everything. I'm sorry I need to talk with reana"
Beam rush to follow reana.

Sigh

Kit and pha just look beam and reana go .

"Forth... I'm sorry make you sit together with us."

"Is that beam okay ..??"
I ask for make sure beam can handle it.

"I don't know .. Be a man with responsible is difficult."phana reply.

" Yeah.. I'm scare been in relationship."
Kit just continue eat.

"Let's go home. "
Phana say maybe he lost appetite when this happen.

"Yeah.. Thanks for the treat.. Send my thankful to beam then..

"Sure"