R. A. N. T. S.

Fears

We all have fears. Even Bear Grylls.

My fears are normal and not so normal.

-Spiders

-Some insects but not all

-People

There's more but those are the mains.

Let's start with the first two.

I HATE SPIDERS EVEN IF THEIR DADDY LONG LEGS LIKE NO BITCH NO. SAME WITH SOME INSECTS.

Now the last one.

People scare me a lot because you never know what happens and that's exciting and petrifying at the same time.

What scares me the most is that sometimes they have high expectations or you feel like you need to live up to something.

There's people who I know on here that only log on because of me and that scares me a lot because I don't want to hurt them and I'm afraid something I do will.

But I like that feeling because it let's me know more about the person and myself.

But I do love that I can actually help people and make them smile because that's what I love to do. I honestly love seeing people smile and I love thinking 'I-I'm the reason they're smiling...I'm the reason they're happy...I'm the reason someone's day is better!'

But it scares me because what if I don't? Then what happens?

This is making me sad so yeah bye.