The Broken

Chapter 4

Lorcan POV-

I sit in my own car, backseat with Milo. The sunlight shines down his face making his tan-ish skin glow. These are the only times he's full of life, or looks like it anyway. Is when he is sleeping and the sun's out. It's a blessing to look at him. He's Beautiful. I stare at his face. His brown hair that is put up in a beanie. His long eye lashes. His eyes are a gorgeous chocolate brown that glow gold when the sun hits them.Oh and don't get me started on his plump pink lips there so perfect. It's so sad that he doesn't see himself the way I do or even we do. It's no secrete that he gorgeous , everyone knows this but himself. It's one of the things he has to deal with most. Me i deal with anxiety and insomnia. I have to admit i'm very very protective over him. But i'm one of the only people who he trust's and lets close to him. Me and Garrett are the only ones. But today he was really brave and strong. Hugging E when he knew she was happy sad. He tried getting out of her grip a few times but he hugged her back and that surprised her so much. It really surprised all of us. 

We have been in the car for a while now and Milo started to wake up. I just kept running my hands through his hair . He was facing me. his beautiful golden chocolate brown eyes looked at me. I let a smile make its way on my lips. "I'm so proud of you little one." i say with pride lacing my voice. He just kept staring. His face turned a rose shade red. I let out a little laugh. He then signs "could you sing again?". I shake my head yes. "what song 1,2, or 3?" I ask he has songs numbered. he holds up 2. I start to sing and everyone stopped there conversation. I looked down at Milo to see him smiling and his eyes fluttering shut and him trying to force himself to stay awake. That made me chuckle while singing. 

We had arrived at the restaurant. Everyone started to get out. I start to shake Milo softly. "little one were here." i say softly. He starts to get up. Lets go he signs.  "What would you like to drink today?" the waiter asked. " Ill take a Pepsi." G said. "A lemonade for me and a water for her." Luna ordered for herself and E because she has social anxiety. E and Milo both but Milo is mute so someone always has to order for him anyways. "Sprite" Tate say's. "ummm.... A Dr pepper and a.." I say and wait for him to sign. "water" He signs "and a water for him please." i finish  "okay coming right up." The Red headed freckled faced boy with green eyes says and winks at Milo. I let out a little growl in  and shoot daggers at him. Milo just looks down then back at me and signs "wow i didn't know my best friend was a wear wolf." this makes me laugh "Oh i forgot to tell you." i say and smile like an idiot. The red headed boys eyes were pretty but not as pretty as Milo's.  "Get some Milo" Tate says and G hits him over the head. I look over at Milo. His face is once again red. he rolls his eyes and signs " ya when you can get a guy or girl to look at you. is when ill get a boyfriend. Okay sweetie." We all laugh " Oh burn " E says while laughing.

The Red headed waiter comes back with drinks and asks for our orders. after everyone i watch as Milo signs to me what he wants. " I would like a number 2 with a side of fruit. and he would like a garden salad, light with the dressing and a side of fruit." I say both our orders "okay that should be about 15 to 20 minutes" He says while looking at Milo and once again winks at him. He did understand the first time so i'll make it more clear this time. I gently pick milo up and place him on my lap. I once again Glare daggers into the red head. He looks at me and rolls his eyes. "whatever" he mumbles and walks away. Milo just leans into me. Were in a booth so no one can really see well besides our friends. 

Once the food gets here I moved Milo a little bit. So i can eat still. I ordered a cheese burger, fries,and fruit.  I'm one of the lucky ones in my group. I don't have an eating disorder and i really don't have problems with my body image. Milo and E on the other hand do. I watch as milo get's his food he stares at it. "Milo you have to eat baby." I say into his ear. He shakes his head no. "for me please." i say. He looks at me and i stick out my bottom lip and fake pout. he then looks back at his food and picks up his fork. He takes a piece of fruit from the bowl and places it gently in his own mouth. I hear Luna telling E to eat. Not as nicely as i did with Milo though. Tate soon took over this roll seeing it made matters worse when Luna tried. "Eat at least the salad please. Its not good for you to do this." She then ate her salad and like 2 or 3 piece of fruit. Milo ate his fruit and a bite of salad before signing that he might puke if he ate anymore.

Elidh POV- 

I feel disgusted with myself.

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Next chapter will start with Elidh. What do you guys think about that red head? Also what about Lorcan do you guys think he likes Milo? 

-Sarah Mojica