The Broken

Chapter 5

Elidh POV-

I feel disgusted. sick. I wish i didn't eat but it's tate. He's like my little brother. If it was Luna i would have gotten away with it. I know what your thinking but luna is actually your younger twin. Yes  but she also doesn't know how to deal with me and this eating disorder so she thinks begging and yelling at me to eat will help. Tate was calm and he kinda gave me a choice or just made me feel like i had one. When i was arguing with Luna i saw Lorcan making Milo eat. If you think i'm bad you don't know milo at all. 

You ate 

You ate 

You ate

You ate

You ate 

I ate

Im fat

Yes you are fat

Have you never realized this. 

Go to the bathroom and look at your fat stomach 

"i have to use the restroom"  i say and stand up waiting for luna and Garrett to move. "No you can wait until Luna goes with you." G says not even looking at me. "I'm not going to do anything i just have to piss." I say more confident then when i asked. " Sit down and ask Luna." G says in his dad tone so you are basically forced to listen to him. sit down and look and Luna. "Please i have to piss really really bad." I say She looks at me and wipe's the corners or her mouth. "Okay lets go." She gives in.  We walk over to the bathroom " Please hurry " she whispers. by this time the voice were screaming at me. My eyes started to fill with tears that wanted to spill over the edge like the great Niagara falls  "O-okay" i stutter out I open the stall door. I shut it softly. and start to let silent tears fall down my face. I wanted to scream and bawl. I wanted to tell Luna how i was feeling but instead I flushed the toilet. Closed my eyes took a deep breathe and started to unlock the door. I walked to the sink and looked at my reflection. The voice made my ears ring i just stared at my self in the mirror. My eye's had so many emotions but the one that stuck out the most was Hate. self hate to be exact. I snap out of my thoughts and the daggers i was sending to myself. "Come on E lets go back and pay for our food." Luna grabs my hand and drag's me back to our table . "lets go you guys we have  a 2 hour drive a head of us." G says. We all go to the car and i start to fall to sleep.

Luna POV- 

I watch as my twin sister falls to sleep in an instant. "yeah your probably right. oh okay. I will." Lorcan says. I look back to see both of them talking or signing to each other. In that moment i realized i should have learned it. Not for me but for Milo but i never really cared. everyone translates for him.  I really should lean though. I turn back to E about to ask her to translate but i realized she was sleeping. E learned and started practicing the day we met Milo so freshman year. She really cares about him. Hell she cares about everyone but herself. I love her so much, but i barley tell her. She cries every time i tell her and she always says thank you. know she tells me every single morning when she wakes me up and every night when we go to bed. She claims its because she is scared of losing be but i truly don't know the real reason.

Its about 2 and were finally at Garrett's. I shake E "E get up were here." i say she just grumbles.

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So this has been the shortest chapter, sorry about that but next weeks should be longer. Anyway Luna sounds like a booty hole right ? Does Lorcan have a crush on a little someone? 

-Sarah Mojica