Next week.
John is out of town for the week so that means I’ll have more time with Dean. I called him and invited him over. “Ughh fine even thou I don’t feel comfortable there. I’ll come, plus I have something important to tell you. Bye.’’ And like that he hung up. I watch at the phone confused before shaking out of my thoughts grabbing a banana. I decided to stay in my outfit I was wearing. Sweat pants and a tank top, nothing too fancy but it will do.
I answered and allowed him in. After we did what we had to do. I noticed he was acting really strange. “So what is the probz babe?” I asked wrapping my arms around his neck. He looked down and removed them walking to the couch. I followed him confused. “What was that all about?” I said trying to manage my anger. He sighed and turned to face me on the couch. I sat up watching him. “Okay this is REALLYYY out of my character what I’m about to say, but here goes nothing. See when we first started off I thought thing were fine. You were just using me when you get lonely and I’m a horny bitch. But after the second time I got some serious feelings for you. I pushed them aside. Trying to rid them but they stayed and grew. So what I am saying is that. I come over quarter past two, love in my eyes blinded by you. Just to get a taste of heaven I’m on my knees. I’ can’t help it, I’m addicted. But I can’t stand the pain inflicted. In the morning you’re not holding on to me. Tell me what’s the point of doing this every night? What’s you’re giving me is nothing but a heartless lullaby. Gonna kill my dreams! This is the last time baby make up your mind. Cause I can’t keep sleeping in your bed if you keep messing with my head. Before I slip under your sheets I need you to give something please? I can't keep touching you like this if it's just temporary bliss. I’m your one and only when you’re lonely. This is the last Nicole make up your mind.’’ Dean finished I watch him in amazement. I can’t believe the words he just said. Dean was now looking at me in the eyes. But you can’t blame me we had an argument! “DEAN! It was part of the deal! No strings attach!” I argued my point. I…… he can’t honestly be doing this right now! “Well Nicole strangely enough I found out I can get attached to a girl! And that girl is you!” He was now pacing back and forth I watched his every step. “Ambrose you can’t blame me for that! That was why I chose you! Not just because you are hot but because you don’t get feelings.’’ I sank down in the seat. He did that laughing thing where he uncontrollably shakes his index finger at you. “I … you are right.’’ He said defeated I looked up at him. “The last time was the last time thou.’’ I jumped up from my seat at his words. “Why? What do you mean?” I watched him. He held my shoulders looking at me smirking. “See Nicole, I am a very possessive guy. And as crazy as this sound- wait no I’m known for craziness so this might add to that I love you Nikki and seeing you with Cena kills me. This is not healthy, it would be best if we stop. STOP! The fungus from taking over and spoiling the whole chESSE.’’ He got loud on some parts but that is Ambrose for you. “I can’t keep feeling love like this it is not worth temporary bliss. Nikki let us just stop this before everyone gets hurts.’’ He said turning away from me looking to leave. I can’t lose him I just can’t! “DEAN! WAIT! Don’t go.” I plead looking at him. He turned around meeting my gaze with a hurt look on his face. “Why shouldn’t I Nicole?” His tone calm yet rough. The look that he was giving me was killing me. “BECAUSE I LOVE YOU! DAMMIT!” I cried out realizing what I just said. My eyes widen, I guess I do love Dean and a lot. He gave me a pitiful smile. I was not expecting that. I was expecting him to come running to me and hugging me. “What is the problem now?” Tears rushed down my eyes looking at him. “Love is the problem. You love two very possessive guys. And I’m not gonna be your little boy toy anymore. So Nicole choose, I’m sorry I’m making you do this but it is for the best. Either one person gets hurts and one be unhappy or all gets hurt.’’ He turned and walked away slamming the door. Great now I have to choose. I slipped on the floor and cried.
(I was gonna update sooner but i was nah they could wait lol. i didn't want to finish this story in the being but it is becoming one of my favs stories i've written)
