Nicole’s pov
I stood at the grand entrance of John’s home waiting for him to come inside. I think it is time I tell him. It is now or never. “Hey Nicole I miss you so much.’’ He greeted pulling in his bags hugging me. I smiled and loosely hugged him back I did miss him so much “Same here.’’ I commented, he went to kiss me but I stepped away. “Umm, no, listen John I do love you and all but I need to tell you something it is either now or never.’’ I decided to tell him I was having an affair without Brianna but we will both say our decision together, well that is if they are still interested in us. He gave me a wary look. I sighed and held his upper arm walking with him into the living room sitting beside him. “Look I know you will hate me after this, but I was- uhh have an affair with Ambrose.’’ I said quickly covering my face. “WHAT!?!’’ he roared getting up from his chair.
I finally had the guts to look at him. I saw fury, anger but most of all I saw hurt. I went to hold his hand but he pulled away from me, fair enough, I thought. “IS this because of the marriage and kids thing?’’ he ask looking so fragile and small. I shook my head, it is not “No, I… just couldn’t go so long without sex and Dean was a perfect opportunity.’’ I honestly told him not bothering to lie to him. He pushed down a vase making it break into tiny and big pieces. I looked at it then back at him a bit fearful I must say. “I.. I guess I deserve it. I broke your heart Nicole by denying what you want. I mean we are even now, if you forget the marriage and kids things and Ambrose…… I can forget what you did with Ambrose.’’ He said venom every time he call Dean’s last name. I was in shock I step back away from him watching him. He can’t be John? Is he serious? I guess it is not much to ask for. Some many things rushing through my mind right now. “I’ll think about. Meet me one week from today at the park on South Lane.’’ I walked out of the house and jump in my waiting taxi aka Brie. We talked about how we both inform our love ones and they were willing to take us back. Brie told me how Bryan blame himself and hates himself for what she did, which is crazy but cute
(short chappy again. One more before the end of this book)
