I Need Him - MinYoongi

5 - Hurt

Yoongi told me that I have to confess to Tae about my feelings for him. I like Taehyung. He is one of my precious friend. So I told Yoongi about I like Tae. He said that he would help me to get Tae.

I feel so happy.

I decided to tell Tae at the gym. I asked Tae to meet me at the gym after school.

<History class>
"YoonYoon, thankyou." I said and give him a smile. He looks at me like he have something to say but he can't let it out.

"Goodluck." He said and turn around for going to sleep.

"You're boring. Always like to sleep." I said while rolling my eyes.

"Yeah, I like to sleep. I'm tired now. I wish that I would never wake up from my sleep. I wish that now." He said suddenly.

"YoonYoon ? Are you okay ?" I asked. I slap my mouth for many times because said the wrong words to Yoongi.

"I'm okay. I'm just not in mood. Let me be alone." He said.

I nodded slowly. What's wrong with him ? I want to know but with his condition like this, He might be angry with me if I asked him more.

I stay silent and try to focus what Mr.Lee teach. I feel so worry. I never seen Yoongi liks this.

-Yoongi's pov-

I look outside while my head still on the desk. I feels hurt, so much. I try to ignore my feelings but it's hard. I close my eyes. I can feel my tears start rolled down.

'Such a weak.' I thought in my mind.

"Class dismissed." I can hear Mr.Lee said and get out from the class and everyone get out from the class.

"YoonYoon, I'll get going. I will tell Miss Kim you're not well. I'll go to the math class now. Please take care of yourself, bye YoonYoon." Y/n said and get out from the class.

I can't hold the tears anymore. I let it out. "Such a stupid. Doesn't you notice me ? Urgh, You're piece of shit Yoongi !" I swear at myself.

I get up from the seat and go to the gym and let it out all of sadness in my heart.

I have to let her go.

I have to forget her.

I have to erase her from my mind and my heart.

I punch and keep punch the punching bag. Suddenly the gym's door open. I turn around to see who is coming.

It's Jungkook.

"Are you okay ?" He asked and get closer to me.

I stay silent.

"Did you just cry ? Where's Y/n ? She always with you. Why you're here alone ? " He asked and try to look at my face.

I look down at the floor. My tears start came out again after heard her name out from Jungkook's mouth.

"Hyung, tell me what happen." He said and try to comfort me.

"I help her to get Taehyung. She likes Taehyung. She doesn't even notice me. She just loves me as a friend. As a friend only." I said and scoffed a little, then I start to cry again. "I'm-such-a-useless." I said while crying.

"Wait, what ? What did you just said ?! I know that you like her because you never been like that before. You never treat a girl like that except Y/n. I think you're gonna tell her about your feelings ? Hyung, did you know what you're doing or not ? Are you getting her let go ? Hyung..." Jungkook said and take a deep breath amd continue his words.

"Hyung ! You like her, why you help her for Taehyung ? You know that Taehyung always like her as a friend only. He likes someone else. You know that." He said again.

I know but I also want to make Y/n happy.

-Normal Pov-

I'm going to tell Tae about I like him. I stood infront the gym's door. Suddenly I heard something.

"Hyung ! You like her, why you help her for Taehyung ? You know that Taehyung always like her as a friend only. He likes someone else. You know that." I heard Jungkook's voice.

What happen actually ? Taehyung likes someone else ? Who did like me ?

"I just want to make her happy. That's all I want. I want to see her smile everyday. I don't want her to be sad." a guy's voice appeared.

Wait.. I know that voice.

"YoonYoon ?" I mumbled.

Did he likes me ?

"Did you want to see she smile with Taehyung with happiness while you're suffering because you love her so much but you have to accept that and just see their happiness ?" Jungkook asked.

"I'm happy if she happy, Kookie." Yoongi said.

I felt hurt and sad when I know that Taehyung likes someone else. I felt more hurt andore sad when I know that almost 4 months he suffering looking me liking someone else.

<<FLASHBACK>>

"Well, she is beautiful. She such a savage girl and looks like me. She is kinda cute and cheerful. Also she is innocent girl. She always made my day bright. But she is stupid." he said and let out a small chuckle.

"Stupid ? Why ?" I asked.

"She is stupid because she like another man and doesn't notice me." He said.

"Make her notice then." I said.

"Well, it's okay. I'm happy to see her happy as well." He said and smile.

<<END FLASHBACK>>

My tears start came out. "I'm such a stupid." I mumbled to myself with tears rolling down.

"I think I want to go to Canada. My parent said that I would study there. My uncle will take care of me. I think I can forget her if I go study there." Yoongi said and let out a deep sighed.

My eyes get widen.

"N-no. I need you. I need you so much." I said while wipe my tears away and burst into the gym.

"Y-Y/n ? Err..d-did you heard us ?" Jungkook stuttered.

I ignore him and just look at Yoongi. He look at me.

"Y-y/n. Hey ! Well about what you heard just a while, it's nothing." he said and smile.

"Nothing ? You want to forget her ? Did you mean that your crush that doesn't notice you ?" I asked. Trying to control my feelings.

He became a silent a few seconds. Then he nodded quickly.

"Y-yeah." He said while scratching his back.

"Did you have to leave me ?" I asked. My eyes get watering when I said 'leave'.

He look into my eyes.

"I-I don't have a c-choice." He said and look down. His tears start came out and rolling down.