I Need Him - MinYoongi

18 - Decide

[Nobody's pov]

Yoongi get into his studio. He bought the studio when you left him for release his stress. He take his headphone and start his work but he can't even focus with anything. He let out his deep sighed.

"Woojin-ah, what do I look right now ? Did I look bad ? Hm ? You said that we will be more happier but you know she needs you more." he said as he talk with Woojin.

He then take out his phone from his pocket. He turns on the phone. He open some videos about you and him for a long time ago.

"YoonYoon !" you yelled at him from behind.

"Yaaah ! Stop calling me that, idiot." he said and hit your head playfully. You and him laughed together like the world is only have you two.

He then open another videos.

"Hey, Y/n.. I love you !" he said while recording you from behind.

"Euww, you're act so cheesy !" you said and laugh.

"Okay, fine then." he said.

You then turn your back to him and smile cutely. "Are you...." before you could said he cut you. "Nope." he said.

"Stop sulking like a baby." you said and went to him and hug him.

"Are you recording me ?" you asked.

"Yeah, so what ?" he asked.

"Stop, Idiot !" you try to reach the phone from his hand. He laugh because of your cuteness.

*END THE VIDEOS.*

He looks sadly at the videos. All those videos is before he accident. "I'm sorry because let your crush friend died." he said and his tears slowly rolling down to his cheeks.

Suddenly Jin came into his room. "Yoongi-shi ? Are you okay ?" Jin asked and steps to him. Yoongi quickly wiped his tears and try his best to not facing him.

"Wait, are you crying ?" Jin pulls Yoongi to face him. "Hey, what's wrong ?" Jin asked.

Yoongi looks at Jin witj empty looks. "Did I look bad ?" he asked and try to smile. "Tell me now, what's wrong ?" Jin asked.

Yoongi looks down and pull his hair back. "I-I don't know." he said. "You know how much I love Y/n, right ?" he asked Jin. Jin nodded. "You know, she must hates me right now because I'm such a useless. Woojin died and I do nothing for him. I'm useless. I never felt like this before. Why this is so hurt ? I feel so sad when look at her like that. She must be so stress and sad because of Woojin. You know what ? I'm hating my self because of this." he said and crying.

He never crying like this. This is his firstime crying as hell.

"Yoongi-shi, It's not your fault." Jin said and patting his back.

"Woojin is the nice guy. He suppose to be here and I'm the one who suppose take his place. You know ? Y/n must be regret because doesn't accept Woojin. Now she is suffering because of that. I think that I have no chance in her heart." he said and faking his smile while wiped his tears.

"This is my fault. This is really my fault." he said. Keeps blaming himself. Jin try to calm him down.

"Jin-ah, can you please help me ?" He asked looks at Jin with his fluffy eyes.

"What is it ?" he asked.

Yoongi smile and let out his deep sighed. "I think I should go somewhere. Can you take a look for her ?" he asked. Jin's eyes get widen. Before he could say anything, Taehyung suddenly appeared.

"Hyung ! What do you mean ? Doesn't you love her ?" Taehyung asked.

Yoongi turns his head facing Taehyung.

"Taehyung-ah, I bet you listening what I've been talked with Jin. So, can you take care over her ? I have to go for awhile. I have to go. She must hates me so much right now." he said.

Taehyung sighed. "But.. Hyung.. You know..." He gets cut by Yoongi.

"Please, do it for me." he said.

"How long do you want to go ?" Taehyung asked.

"I don't know. Maybe 2 years ?" he said and let out his small chuckle. His Fake Chuckle.

"What ?!" Jin and Taehyung raised their voice.

"Please.. For me.. Just this.. I do this for her own sake." He said. Jin and Taehyung looks at each other then they sighed. "Fine then."