I Need Him - MinYoongi

15 - Desicion

I went to the Y/n's room. She looks weak. I saw Yoongi still beside her and hold her hand. He keeps begging her to wake up. I feel so sad.

He saw me who standing at the door. He looks up at me and suddenly he asked “Should I leave her ?” .

I widen my eyes. “W-what ?!” I raised my voice a little.

He smile. “I don't want to lose her again. Should I do the organ transplant ?” he said and turn his head to looks Y/n again.

I feel so numb. I don't know how to react his desicion. I don't want to make Y/n feels sad. I want her to be happy. That's all.

“I will do it.” I said.

Yoongi turn his head to face me. “What do you mean ?” he said.

“I will do the organ transplant for her. The truth is I like her so much. I love to see her smile, laugh, and ofcourse the most I love to see is her happiness. You know ? She always said that she missed you so much and she is the girl who hard to smile. I don't have anyone except her. She is the only one who understand me. I can't stop like her. She was so perfect. Oneday, I know that Min Yoongi is the only reason of her happiness. You're so lucky. I want her to be happy. So I don't want if she awake she wants to see you but you were not there. She will be sad because you are her love and happiness. So I don't want your love just gone like that. So I want you to promise me, that you will take care of her and never ever leave her alone. Promise me.” I said while my eyes keep tearing.

<Yoongi's Pov>

I don't have an idea what to say.  “B-but how if she awake and she wants to see you ?” I asked.

“It doesn't really matter. I'm just her friend and you are her bestfriend and boyfriend and everything. You have to promise me that you will love her and never leave her.” He said.

I look at Y/n who still in a weak condition. “I promise.” I said.

-After 2 days before the organ transplant-

She is awake. She looks so weak.

“Yoongi, can I have a last time with her alone ?” Suddenly he asked.

I nodded and leave him with Y/n.

<Normal pov>

“Hey Y/n. How are you ?” Woojin greeted me with a smile on his face.

I smile weakly. “I'm fine.”.

He looks at me deeply. “Hey, I want to tell you something.” he said and smile.

“Just tell.” I said.

He take a deep breath.

“I love you. I love you so much. You know ? I love to see you happy. I love to see you laugh. I love to see you smile. I love everything about you. I hate when see you crying. Promise me that you will be happy. I will miss you, Y/n. I will miss you.”  he said while his tears keeps rolling down on his cheeks. He then look down at the floor.

“Woojin-ahh.” I call him weakly.

He looks up at me with his red fluffy eyes.

“Thank you for loving me. Thank you. You're the only one who always beside me. Thank you. I will miss you, Woojin-shi.” I said while smile weakly. I know that I don't have much time.

He smile and still crying.

“I think, this is the last time we met.” He said and let out his deep sigh.

“I love you so much and I will do anything for make you happy. I hope that you will he happy with Yoongi, oneday.”

After he said that he get out from the room. I couldn't say anything.

5 minutes later, Yoongi appear.

“Hey. How are you ?” He greeted me with a smile. He looks sad too.

I just smile. “I'm fine.”

“I'm sorry, Y/n-ah.. I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry..” He keeps saying sorry and burst into crying.

“W-what do you mean ?” I asked.

“I'm useless. I don't know what to do. You must... Y-you must feel more miss him. I-I'm sorry, Y/n.” He said then burst into crying. I don't know what he means.

But I can feel something bad will gonna happen.