1. Wet cheeks

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Can POV

All I see is Tin's white Mercedes drive away, but I can't move, all I can feel is a weight in the pit of my stomach that holds my feet to the ground.
Not one from hunger or need to poop, no.
A bad one. Just like I feel when we lose a football game.

I feel water falling on top of my head, it's raining, I think. I push these thoughts to the back of my mind and run back to the bus station to go home.

When I enter home I see my sister on the phone with some friends of her talking about PeTin and the weight in my stomach returns, hitting me with full force.

Before I can stop myself my eyes start to cry, wetting my cheeks once again, and I run to hide in my room, my safe place, my bed.

(Can's thoughts)

Why am I crying??
What's is this? Why am I this sad?
I fell so overwhelmed with feelings I can't get my head to work normally.
I need to vent to someone. Talking has always been my forte anyway. But with who?
I can't talk with Ae, he is as inexperienced in this "feelings" field as I am.
Pond? He has a girlfriend but not even he knows how.
Good is a nice friend but won't be much of a help if I need advice...
Unless... Should I call Pete? Am I really capable of telling him what me and Tin are going through?
He's the best person I know at giving advice but....uhhh he is his friend so he probably will take his side, and I need someone impartial and also I still don't know how to behave around him after the "PeTin" situation...

"ARGHAGAHGAHAGRGAGHA
WHY IS THIS SO HARD?!
IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE LIKE THIS UHHGHGH...."

"P'CAN!!!! SHUT UP!! SOME OF US ARE TRYING TO HAVE A PHONE CALL! DON'T MAKE ME GO IN THERE WITH THE CATANA AGAIN!" - said my sister from the other side of the wall.

I do as she says and try to sleep but I can't and end up tossing the bed sheets into a mess from turning around, mind still a blur and cheeks still wet.

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Hey, again ahaha
I'll try to make this a finale that this fandom can be proud of
See you tomorrow!
~M

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