~My Poems~

~Shattered and Broken Dreams~

I can't think..

I can't breathe..

I can hardly live through these thorns..

I'm silently, mentally writhing in pain..

Why did you have to go so soon?

I'm slowly shattering..

My dreams are breaking..

Breaking into nightmares..

I saw the fire.. 

I saw those burning buildings that hid in between the trees..

I felt the heat..

Saw the darkness..

I knew by that point everyone I love will slowly be taken away from me..

I knew...

I knew something was wrong...

I've lost people in the past, and now I've lost you, too!

Why did you leave..?

Why did you give up..?

You left me here in my mind...

In the darkness...

Alone...

I feel the tears fall down my face as I sit here in the dark alone!

You left me, and I can hardly see anyone else....

Rill...

You left me...

I know you're trying to protect me, but that protection hurts!

You abandoned me, leaving me here to sit and wait for my demise-

Leaving ain't gonna cut it, you know!

...

I'm sorry...

Yesterday...

I felt the knife slowly and near painlessly slice my skin...

Yesterday..

I went outside and carved all of our ennicials on a tree,

x-ing out the letters of the ones who are gone-

and that means you are x-ed out...

I felt pain while x-ing your ennicials out...

It hurt so much..

But I had to...

I know you're hurting...

I know they're hurting...

All of us...

Night..

Seether...

You...

And I...

The heaviness and pain in my heart are near unbearable...

Physically, it hurts...

Emotionally, it hurts...

Mentally, it hurts...

The pain...

Agony...

And suffering they're putting us through

is causing you to leave!

Well then..

The battle has begun long ago...

Let the games begin..