The Pirate In The Prince ~* COMPLETED *~

Chapter 18

      Raph and Leo stood by each other while they said nothing to eacher other as Leo was looking ahead but also at Raph while feeling a little guilty for how Raph looked as if he remembered some sort of past that was nothing but painful to him.
    So he then got his hand to his mouth as he made a slight fake coughing noise to get Raph's attention in witch did work while he turned to look at Leo. Leo then remove his hand from his mouth but placed it to his neck as he spoke to him calmly. " Listen Raph... I am sorry that I -"
     " Don't tell me sorry..." Raph said interrupting Leo as he held the wheel to the ship but Leo then spoke again. " Raph I'm trying to tell you that I didn't mean to bring back part of a past that hurts you..."
     " hurt me?" Raph looked to Leo this time as he saw how serious Leo was being while the wind was blowing on them making their clothes move a little from the ocean wind letting them also smell the oceans breeze. " You don't even know how it feels Leo."
     " Then why not just tell me so I can understand it..." Ralp looked back ahead as Leo felt he was not going to say anything but Raph then spoke. " How can I possibly tell you... I got a drink from a man that put something in my drink and just took me to the back of the bar having his way with me... I was only 10 but it still feels like it was just yesterday..."
     Leo looked down not sure how to ask him anything not seeing Raph then looking to him as he said. " There was nothing anyone could done Leo. Just to move forward and learn from that..."
    " if I was around I could have helped you..."
    " With your scrony arms? Haha yeah right." Leo sort of puffed his cheeks out as he then saw Raph's face then looking ahead again. " just never take a drink from a stranger and leave alone with them..."
     " Okay..." Leo said as he then had to ask. " but when I saw you with Slash..."
     " Come on Leo not this again..." Raph said getting a hand on his face as his cheeks did get a little red. " No I'm just asking if you use sex for a reminder?"
    He looked confused removing his hand to his face and looked to Leo. " reminder?"
     " To never let your guard around to anyone... Even me..." Raph signed and pulled a little way from the wheel to look fully to Leo. " I have always let others use me for their own pleasure."
    " what about you pleasing them?" Raph shook his head and closed his eyes. " No. I have not... And I intend it to be that way."
     " Wait... So when you where getting me to sleep with you you where going to have me do it to you?" Raph opened his eyes and nods. " I also use sex at being a failuar to what I was doing... When I was with Slash I felt the guilt of finding out I saved a man that does not even remember on who he is..."
     " then why try to have me do it to you?"
    " Slash wasn't enough to get rid of the guilt... So I thought maybe if you had sex with me then it would help." Leo felt his chest hurt so much to Raph as he saw his face looking so emotionless. So Leo came fast over to Raph surprising him as Leo huged Raph tightly as if not wanting to let him go. " Raph you have not failed me... You are still here with me by your side."
    Raph was all tensed up not sure how to react to this as he got his free arm around Leo while he then let his other hand go of the wheel and Hughes him hard back as his face hit to leo's shoulder. " I did fail Leo... "
    Leo held in the years wanting to fall as he moved a little of his head to look at Raph but a she saw how hurt he was Leo leaned in and pressed his lips to Raph's. Leo felt Raph get more tensed up but kissed back shortly and loosened up as they then stayed like that for a few seconds til Leo pulled awya. " In my eyes Raph you saved me..."