As soon as Stassie picked me up we started jamming. She told me that we were going to a party instead. First song we listened to was "Choose" by Why Don't We started playing. I related to this song so much right now. As soon as Zach's part came on I went off of course switching a couple words up.
"So what, you stayin' or comin'?
It shouldn't be a discussion
All of these boys, we runnin' around
And I still be cravin' your liken'
Center stage, no bluffin'
Interstate we buzzin'
Touchdown, now takin' off
So what, you all or nothing?"
I was out of breath after and stassie started laughing at me. "Damn girl boys fucken with you?" " YOU DONT EVEN KNOW BISH" " ooo boy drama tell meee." So then I told her everything that happened. She looked so shook she then spoke up. " So let me tell you who Mads is. So they have been in a on and off relationship. She's cheated on him and he's cheated on her. But their relationship is so toxic. I stopped ducking with her." " makes so much sense.they don't care about each other. WAIT SO WHY DOES SHE CARE." Stassie looks at me and shakes her head before speaking again. " I feel Madison likes the attention she's getting by being with him." " oh well whatever LETS TURN UP BITCHH." The next song we played was "2 cigarettes" ik ik I really mad at the kid but this song is a big fat BOPPPPP. Once again when the rap part came on I went off again changing some words again.
"You got me fucked up, damn
I'm really tryin' to let go
But I can't delete the messages
When you said you'd be my boy forever, shit
Now it's been a week and it's really starting to settle in
We were movin' full speed, now we just back-pedalin'
All those other couples that were fallin' out of love
We would always talk about how we were so far ahead of them
Energy between us, it was heaven sent
Then it went straight from A+ to the negatives
Outta control, that was after I got off of the road
You hadn't seen me in like, 45 days
I could tell it in your face
Yes, something was up
My arms opened wide
Open, waiting for you to jump
But you just walked up slow
Nah, wait, this ain't the boy I know
C'mon, where he at?
Give him back
Just makin' my jokes, didn't even crack a smile, damn
That's all it took for me to know there was another girl
It's all downhill"
My mind was going crazy thinking about Gilinsky. Ik I shouldn't he's literally such a fuck boi. But maybe this party will help my mind.
* authors note *
SO YALL ALEXA KNOWS ALL ABOUT MADS. ALSO YALL NEW CHARACTERS.
