TRL

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by xvxlikethat

by xvxlikethat

October 22 2018
!! Play song above when said in story!!

I was so gosh darn nervous. I felt like I was going to throw up. My first song has just been released. And now imma perform for the first time ever like life is so crazy. I'm only 20 and all this is happening. So today I'm in New York with all the PRETTYMUCH boys. I'm in my dressing room getting ready as I hear a knock.

" come in" I say looking at the door. And in comes my favorite Dominican.

"Heyy. Just wanted to see how you were doing." He said looking at me smiling.

"I'm doing alright just a little nervous but ya know that was expected." I say smiling back at him.

"Ya well that's good anything you need?" He asked me.

"Um can u take a picture of me for my insta I'll give you credit." I say wiggling my eyebrows up and down.

" ya sure short stuff." He says smiling

"YAY. here's my phone." I say handing him my phone.

^^ her fit.

Skip to performance.
It was time for me to go on stage my stomach was turning but I was so ready. Soon I heard my name.
" Alright y'all please welcome Alejandra Hernández to the stage performing her new song. "He wonders why"!

I looked at the boys once more before stepping on stage.

!!PLAY MUSIC ABOVE NOW.!!
This song is actually call "she wonders why" by Astrus.

[Hook ]
You are a stranger
And he wonders why, I
I don't trust nobody
Not even him

[Verse 1 ]
Been lied to to, what else?
Been cheated on, who else?
Got somebody but want sum else
Love everyone but don't love yourself
Tell me why everybody plays you
Want all the views not can I come throughs
Everybody just tryna get a piece
But then they get it and then just leave
She's sick and tired of all of these games
Focus on you instead of these lames
Got hurt so much now she can't trust
Tell you been on me just for lust
He wonders why she ain't good enough
Wonders why it's always fake love
Wonders why they all just left
But then forgets with that smoke in her chest like

[Hook ]
You are a stranger
And he wonders why, I
I don't trust nobody
Not even him

[Verse 2 ]
See, I fell in love fast fell out of it quicker
Used to be us now you ain't in the picture
he wonders why I can't open up
'Cause the last boy I had left and took my trust
The feel of his lips still stuck on my brain
He Miss the way I used to throw that thing
Now I'm stuck with hoes and bottles
Used to FaceTime then she turned to a model
Like damn maybe I need someone
Maybe everyone just needs someone
Sick and tired not being someone
Man I'm over here tryna find someone like damn
Why the fuck I'm in my feelings?
Everyday I'm running from this healing
Everyday I'm fucking chasing these bitches
Everyday I'm fucking chasing these riches

As I was done there was tears on my face. I looked at the crowd seeing everyone was cheering me on. As I was looking I saw him. Completely lost it and ran off stage. Running past the boys and block out everything.

Authors Note
So y'all her song is out and obviously I had to change some words. I hope y'all liked it.