I was so shocked. I mean we acted like a couple, but I never thought we would be official. All though this was the next I didn't think it would come this fast. It probably been a while and I'm still in shock till jack says my name and pulls on me.
"Alex baby are you okay I'm sorry you can say no I ju-" I cut him off by grabbing his check and kissing him.
I giggled at how nervous he had been. "Jack baby of course I was just a little shocked but I'm good now." He smiles and kisses me again.
"I'm so happy you said yes I was so scared. Ahh I can call u mine and my baby and my boo boo I'm so happy babyy." Gilinsky said all giddy like a little kid on Christmas morning.
I giggled and as you could tell he makes me do that a lot. "Aww baby ur adorable."
After that we sat there and ate for another 2 hours and then we decided it was time to go back to G's place. I helped him pick up the things. Then I texted Matteo saying that I was staying at Stassie's so he wouldn't worry.
As we got in the car I asked G if I could play my favorite son and he said yes. So as soon as it started he looked and me and laughed.
€€ PLAY SONG ABOVE ££
"No more, no more, no more (No more)
It sucks, I just can't take no more
It's like my blood's running high
I'm tied up in us"
I wanted him to sing it to me so I asked him and of course he said yes.
"2-4, 2-4, 2-4
Hours in a day that my heart is at war
And my neurosis won't stop
Got me thinking some thoughts like, like
What, what the fuck is this stuff?
The feels in my chest are making me change my tempo (My tempo)
You know I'm a mess
And you kinda like it, you kinda like it, oh" he sang to me sounding so fricking beautiful. I swear this manz voice is the best. I wish i he knew just how much I loved him. He can be the biggest CLOWN 🤡 but I will always love him. I never thought I would be able to say that I fell in love with someone. why I fell in Love I don't know. Scratch that I know why I just can't believe that i fell in love.
It took me so long to realize that I was truly madly in love with him. I've loved him even when he was the rudest person I had ever talked to I still loved him. And I now know that no matter what Imma love him. But of course I'm going to have to keep that to myself I mean we just started dating. damn now imma have to be sappy and write him hella love songs wow. I really wish that this wolud have happened to me sooner i mean finding him and knowing that i wolud be love with him i wish i had knowen so i colud prepare myself to feel the way that im feeling because this is the best feeling in the world.i feel like my stomach is gonna explode with all the butterflies when we kiss and don't even get me started on when calls me baby OMG🥰. i can see and feel like this could be the man I spend all my years with. And I know what you thinking girl you're only 20 how do you know that. Trust me this all feels so different from everything and everyone I've been with 🥺.
I look over at him and see that he's so focused on driving and he look so hot 🥵 but also adorable 🥺. Wow I can't be I'm with him 🥺.
Authors Note 📝
Hi it's been a long time Ik but I promise im going to update and finish this book in 2020 🤪. Anyway hope y'all liked it!!
Bella💜🥴
