morning after

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another one of his songs love his songs

JOSH POV.

I wake up with pain in my ass and a throbbing headache. I could never control my alcohol. The pain in my ass was bearable but my headache. UGH. My thoughts were interrupted by shuffling behind me. I turn to see a sleeping body. But not JUST a sleeping body. TYLER. I rushed up and grab my phone, shoes, coat, and anything else. I see the house is trashed and I start to feel bad. Then I remembered...... I DONT GIVE A SHIT. Then rushed out the door.

I get to my car and rush on my ass to find out that it still feels like shit so I sat down carefully. I can't get that " I SLEPT WITH MY BULLY" out of my head. He took my virginity. I then rushed home to take a long shower. I opened my door to find a worried best friend on the other side. Damn, I forgot I gave her a key.

" JOSH" she yells as she runs to me. " Where were you?!?!" she says her attitude changing north to south in three seconds. "I went to a friend's after you left me at the party." I lied. She was my only friend, but she didn't know that. "Ok I'm sorry, but you could at least called Josh." she said almost crying. "It won't happen again, I promise." she hugged me. I was a bit shorter than her so I had to step on my tippy toes. One thing I love about her is she is the opposite of her brother Tyler. They are polar opposites and I'm glad.

An hour later, she had left so I was home alone again. I got a knock at the door at 7:00 school started at 8:00, so I had time. I got up to check on who it was and I saw my mom standing out there. I haven't seen her in a year. My dad hated me way more than she hated me. She wanted to work things out but he just kicked me out. She was unemployed so she had no choice but to follow his rules. As I opened the door I see she I sobbing. "What's wrong?" I asked concerned. "Oh nothing, I just haven't seen you in a year. I missed my baby," she said crying more. "Since I don't have a car I got your dad to take me". I have an apartment so I had to look out of the window from the hallway. I saw him waiting out patiently in their car. "He misses you," she said. "No, no he doesn't, he miss yelling at me and having someone to take his anger out on someone everytime he gets drunk!" I said thinking about what used to happen. My dad always hated me, like he had this burning passion to make me feel pain. The only time he showed affection was at the business parties I was forced into.

"He never changed you room like he said he would when he kicked you out." when I left he said they wouldn't miss me take everything and throw away anything of mine I left behind. "ok so what ?" I said finally. She gave me a huge hug and a kiss on the cheek. "He has excepted you!" she said as she leaves out the door. This got me thinking if as a child he hated me and everything how come he excepts me as gay? And does he really miss me? Idk. And why should I care he kicked me out and gave me 3 weeks to pack and leave?


Find out on the next episode o~ jkjk but really did you guys like this. Another step in his life. let me know.
This charter was rushed,sorry. But ill try to make the next one better I promise.

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