No!" I say panicking pushing on his chest, my heart pounding hard."Why? You're a whore aren't you? So just get my dick wet in that little pussy off yours already". He groans at me.Raptor's words bring tears too my eyes. I shake my head no. No! I'm not! I'm not a whore! I repeat the words silently in my head. Not able to speak. Telling myself I'm not a whore, trying to make myself believe it as he grabs my hand and makes me stroke him over his jeans.
Anna, even her name makes my blood boil and not just because it's the same name as my selfish bitch of an ex wife.She almost got my club brothers newly pregnant mrs killed and what's worse is, she's her own sister.
She's the reason Bee, Crow's girl, got beaten almost to death. Like I said, a selfish bitch that doesn't give a fuck about no one but herself. Gunner my brother in the Kinsmen Riders and his woman believe Anna is trying, that she has changed and they're letting her stay with them.Which means she is around and I have to see her. But I know the truth, bitches like that never change. A leopard never changes its spots as they say.So why can't I get her out of my head.
Anna- No one knows. I have never been able to tell anyone, even thinking of it makes bile roll in my stomach. So I lost myself, in drink, in drugs, in anything that would take away the nightmare. But nothing ever did, it only numbed it for a little while. I couldn't stand it when that dead unthinking wonderful numbness wore off. I couldn't stand the pain, so I had to keep numbing it.But my addiction almost got my pregnant sister and her best friend killed. I tried to help her. I tried to warn her but it was too late. It was my fault that the Devils got them in the first place, hurting them bad and now everyone hates me.But he seems to hate me more than all off them put together, Raptor. The man with scars of his own. The man with beautiful crystal blue eyes.
