Forgive Me

Chapter 12: I Have Never Done Anything Like This Before

I drove home fast.

I wanted to get home fast.

I arrived home.

I got my house key out of my backpack and unlocked the door.

I then got into the house. I shut the door behind me locking it.

I threw my backpack on the floor.

I ran into the garage.

I ran over to my dad's tool box.

I was looking for something sharp.

I then found a razor.

I put the razor in my back pocket.

I ran upstairs to my room.

I ran into my bathroom.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

I wasn't nothing. I was a piece of shit. No one likes me. My best friend left me. I have no one.

I then grabbed the razor out of my back pocket.

I'm so sorry. I say out loud while crying.

I then slide the razor across my wrist.

One after another.

The pain felt good. I was just going numb.

I then did the other arm.

I stopped.

I then fell on the floor. I laid up against my tub.

Blood was everywhere. On the floor, tub, and sink.

I couldn't do this anymore.

I called my mom.

Mom I need your help! I say crying really hard and breathing heavily.

Where are you! She said really worried.

Home. I say.

She then hanged up the phone.

I knew she was on her way here.

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Authors Note

If you guys are every feeling lonely. Talk to me. Never cut yourself or try to kill yourself. People do care about you. Jesus has a reason for you to be on this Earth. He wants you to succeed in life. Jesus has a plan for everyone. One day you may become something big. You don't have to be big, to be special. Every single one of you are special in his eyes. Please just never do these things. I love you!