Wanting

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Eric caught her tears with his thumbs.
"Why are you crying little mate? Am I hurting you?"
"No.... God no...you feel amazing...I'm sorry.. I'm just being emotional. It must be all of the hormones..."
He held her tighter and nuzzled into her hair. He rolled so that his body pinned her to the mattress. He knew the Omega in her would be comforted by his weight, and his body covering hers. The action said, I'm here, you're not alone, you are safe with me, you are mine.

"Lee, I meant what I said. We're True Mates. You can tell me anything. I want to know everything about you. Please don't hold anything back. I can sense your sadness. Tell me, ..... tell me everything."

She sighed. Could she trust him with her secrets? She had fallen for that before and they had been used as weapons against her. Still, she could sense his sincerity and his scent backed it up. There was no nervousness or deception there. His body weight soothed her. She was not alone. She wanted to trust him, she really did.

"I want to tell you, I really do. I'm just not sure I'm ready to yet. I need to think about it."

He licked her scent gland languidly then and purred into her ear,
"There is absolutely nothing to think about. You are mine. I will not allow anyone or anything to harm you. I can tell you've been hurt before by those that did not appreciate you. Forget the past, you are with me now."

He nipped at her fresh claim-mark to remind her that she had been claimed.
His teeth on her mark, sent a jolt directly to where they were still tied. Her body reacted immediately which caused his to harden even more, tying them tighter.
She swooned at the sensation.

"Alpha...,". she breathed as she forgot completely what she had been saying a few moments before.

"Yes, little mate. Now you see. I am here. I have claimed you and you are mine. Entrust yourself to my care. I won't let you down."

He bent his head to suck rhythmically at her mark. She came again quickly and, hard.

"Eric..." she shuddered and rocked in his grip as what her body was doing to his, caused him to fill her yet again. This is what she needed - this, and him.

Tears flowed down her cheeks this time, not out of sadness, but out of relief.

This had to be right. It felt so right. Please let this be right.

Nothing else could ever compare to this. Hormones be damned.

Several hours after they had begun, Eric's body relaxed as Lee fell asleep in his arms. He couldn't help but notice that none of his seed escaped her body, it had all remained inside her when he pulled away. There had been so much of it that he had given her and she had kept all of it. It was an Alpha instinct to want that. The idea made him happy.

She was a good mate. Surely he had given her pups, pups of his own. He hoped so, nothing could ever make him happier.

He stalked down to the kitchen to get some food. He needed protein and calories if he were going to be able to see her through to the end of her heat. He tried to take good care of himself, but he was not twenty anymore.

This was only day one. The next two days would prove to be even more intense. She probably wouldn't eat much but he brought her some fruit and water back to their bed anyway.

Their bed.....

Yes, she would be here with him now and this would become their bed permanently. The idea filled him with joy. What a gift she was.

I don't deserve her, his brain said, but his heart pushed that down. He was not going to let his past and the things that he had yet to do, ruin this.

He climbed back into bed with her and pulled her tightly to his chest as he slept soundly for the first time in a long time.

She woke up several hours later wrapped in Eric's strong arms.
Tears rolled down her face.

Why am I crying... she asked herself once again....

She knew the answer....

Because this man was making her want things. Things she knew she could never have. He was making her want him. Want him as her own, to keep.

It never worked out that way, no matter how badly she had wanted it in the past. No one was for keeps. Other people had found their perfect mates, and were loved, not her.

But oh, how she wished his words were true......and how she wanted him to love her. He had bitten her, and that was something, but Alpha's could bite as many females as they wanted, whereas she only got to choose once. A glimmer of hope shone through for a moment.

Maybe he does really want me....

But it disappeared as quickly. Someone like him probably had lots of mates. She couldn't possibly be the only one. Hoping for it only made the pain worse in the end. Better to just play along, knowing it was all just a game that men played with women, the power of her heat blinding them both.

She wiped her tears and tried to think about something else, but all she could think about was him and how she never wanted to leave his bed.

A few moments later Eric stirred. He stretched and nuzzled into her neck.

"Mmm," he growled, the vibrations from his voice instantly hardening her nipples.

He reached around and rolled one between his fingers as he planted little nips and kisses on the back of her neck.

"Sleep well, little mate?"

She felt the hard press of him in the cleft of her ass.
She was already breathless and writhing against his length.

"Yes... ohh.."she blurted, as he scraped his teeth along her mating gland.

"Good. I intend to keep you very busy today," he said as he slid inside her easily, her pussy already dripping her slick for him.

She tried to give a response, but was overwhelmed by the feel of his thick head, stretching and filling her, right where she needed it to. She rocked back into it and began to ride it as he held perfectly still for her.

"That's it, just take what you need, Baby."

For a moment she wanted to cry at the tenderness in his voice, but she was distracted when he reached around and stroked her hard little clit with gentle fingers.

"Yes, that's it. Just cum for me. It's alright, you don't have to hold anything back. Cum for me."

Her body obeyed him as if it had a mind of it's own and she came hard, squirting her juices all over him.

"Oh Fuck that's hot..."

He hadn't anticipated that from her and his knot began to swell quickly. Acting on instinct, he went to his knees and held her around the waist as he thrusted into her fast and hard as she cried and called out his name.

His rough handling only intensified her ongoing orgasm and he pushed all the way in just before his knot was too large to fit inside her.

He stayed on his knees as he spilled into her, and her whole body trembled and quaked with the force of their shared orgasm.

Leigh was out of her mind in the throes of her ecstasy and she blurted out,

"Alpha, I love you!"

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