Light in Prison

Have you ever wondered how would you survive if you found yourself standing alone in a small cell with barred doors perfectly designed to hold back from the freedom you would longed for?

Tracing back from the history when I was still young, my life is purely not easy especially the time that I had encountered enormous problem where I feel sinking, I thought it was the end of the world yet it’s not.

My life is dead in the water way back when I was just nothing like a trash in the society.

Everyday I lived in a rat house and a rat life and it was like living in a wilderness full of misery.

Lots of fear and  doubts to expose and explore such new things to the point I had built on my own penitentiary, where I find my comfort zone through darkness that can hide my identity, emotions, expressions ,and to thus people who are hypercritical ,gossipers , and  backbiters .

Some would say I was shy, ignorance and pathetic and that what I thought before when I was still blinded by darkness of my own prison .

The time I hadn’t known yet the light that will shine and block the darkness I had long aim for.

It was at 20th day of April year 2008 when I first read the adage found in the bible, book of Luke verse 1 chapter 37 which is “For with God nothing shall be impossible.”

And by that simple yet powerful and meaningful adage I was like poured with a thousand glasses of a cold water and slap back to the reality that I wasn’t alone in the battle field.

I have my family and especially God that will be at my side through infinity.

And by that point of my life I had realized that my life is in the palms of my hand not in the others. I am the one creating my life what I wanted to be.

The key to unlock the lock of my own prison where I was a prisoner for a long time is to forget the fear of criticism and allowing my self to go beyond what I think I can, have a purpose, motivation, and a goal in which well be the light of my path towards my future .

Life is not unfair; all we need to do is accept who we are and what we are. And it will attain a level of harmony and fulfillment in life, which are consists of indescribable happiness, wealth, success, and freedom.