The girl that was broken

Chapter 19

We had a cookout and the food was really good but I didn't eat much. I stayed away from Rage as much as I could. I noticed a few of the club members watching me and you could feel the tension everytime Rage and I got around each other. Steve looked at us and asked Elizabeth if she knows what was going on. He said. I won't have her running again. Elizabeth said would you believe that Rage has not had sex with Karan. Steve spit out some beer and said what. Are you kidding me? She looked at him and said. No. He tells her every time he gets her hot and bothered she isn't ready yet. You are telling me that he has done nothing with her but kiss her. That is what Karan said. She looks too sad and depressed. Karan doesn't think he is interested in her that way and that he really doesn't love her. Some of the club members like Reaper are talking among themselves. They are tired of the way Rage treats her and Reaper said you should have let him claim her from the beginning. They are wondering if Rage has lied about only wanting her to touch him and if he is getting pussy from somewhere else. They can't figure out how he can have a beautiful woman in his bed and not do anything. Rage can't figure out why Karan is not sitting on his lap or letting him touch her. He looked up and saw her coming from the clubhouse with a cup of coffee in her hand. Rage and a few of the men along with her brothers and cousins watched as she walked over on the patio and sat in a rocking chair. Dennis could sware every now and then she was wiping tears from her face. 

Dennis walked over to Sandy as asked. Can I talk to you? She said sure and she stood up and they walked away from where the other was standing so they could talk in private. What is going on between Rage and my cousin? I have never seen her this depressed. Sandy said let me ask you something you being a man. If you claimed a woman as beautiful as your cousin and got engaged to her would you be having sex with her? Hell yes, I would. I would have been trying to have sex with her from day one. Wait a minute. Are you telling me he hasn't touched her I asked? That is what I am telling you. She thinks he doesn't really love her or that she is not good enough for him to have sex with her. You're shitting me. Sandy said no I am not. Why? Why have they not had sex yet? I don't know and he is my brother. I know he has always wanted his mate and woman and now he has her he won't take it to the next level. If I know my cousin and he doesn't do something soon. She will give his ring back along with his jacket and break it off. She will tell him that apparently she is not the woman for him and she will walk away. Well dam. Dennis walked back to sit with his cousin's and sat watching Rage and Karan. 

About an hour later I saw that Rage was talking to the other club members and not once did he go talk to Karan. I watched her get up and go back into the clubhouse. As I walked into the clubhouse I walked to the kitchen. I was looking for popcorn. I couldn't find any. I knew the little store about half a mile up the road was open so I thought I would walk up there to get me some. I ran to my room and grabbed some money and then walked out the front door and down the road. I waved at a few prospects as I walked by. They looked at each other and said. Please tell me she is not running again. B.J. asked have you seen Karan. I said no. I thought she went into the clubhouse. That must have been 30 minutes ago. I got up and went looking for Karan. I could not find her anywhere. I walked out and said she isn't in there. B.J. said I will ask the prospects guarding the gate. I watched as B.J. walked into the clubhouse. I walked out the door and asked the prospects if they had seen Karan. They said. We did she came out started walking down the road. What direction I asked. That way they pointed. I got on my bike and drove out of the club parking lot and drove the way they said. I didn't see her until I got to the stop light. I saw her walking out of the little store. I said why did you walk up here. She said to get some popcorn and Pepsi. I told her you should have said something we could have sent a prospect to buy it. She looked at me not smiling and said. I needed the walk. I took the stuff and put it in my saddle bags and said get on. She climbed on and I drove back to the clubhouse. As I pulled up and we got off we saw Rage standing there. I handed Karan the popcorn and pop and watched her walk right by Rage not saying anything. 

I walked over to Rage and asked. Are you stupid or what? He said I have no idea what you are talking about. I looked at him said. You have a beautiful woman in your bed and you have not had sex with her. What do you think she is feeling. She told the girls she doesn't think you love her because you won't have sex with her. If you are not sexually attracted to my cousin let her go. Let her find someone that will put a smile back on her face and make her know she is loved. I then walked past him and into the clubhouse. 

I stood there watching B.J. walk away from me. So that is why she is ignoring me and everyone is looking at me. Do they all fucking know we have not had sex I asked myself? My wolf said. Not everyone but I am beginning to wonder why you aren't mating with our woman. She even thinks you don't want her because she is a virgin. I want her. I want to through her on the bed and fuck her so hard that she screams my name. Then what the hell is stopping you my wolf asked. I shook my head and walked into the clubhouse and grabbed a beer before walking outside. As I walked to the fire I saw Karan sitting on a blanket between Dennis's legs eating popcorn. I watched as he unbreaded her hair and got a comb from his pocket and he started to comb her long hair. He looked down at her smiling and said. It has gotten so long. It is almost to your knees. She looked up at him and said. I am thinking about getting it cut to just below my shoulder blades and donating it for cancer victims. I watched as he braided her hair and wrapped it around her head. She continued to lean against his legs and watch the fire. Her brothers looked at her and said. Karan, we are going to the old clubhouse do you want to go with us he asked? I saw her tense up and heard her say. No thank you. But you all have fun and I will see you when you get back. William said ok with a frown on his face. She finished her popcorn and threw the bag into the fire. After about 20 minutes I heard her say. I think I am going to Rage's room and take a shower and go to bed. I will see you all tomorrow. 

I watched as she walked away. Then I heard Reaper say if that was my woman she wouldn't be going to bed alone. Pres should have let me claim her when I asked. I looked at Reaper and told him to shut his mouth. I got up and threw my beer can in the trash as I walked into the clubhouse and our bedroom. I heard the shower going and waited for Karan to get out. I lay on the bed and watched her walk by towards the dresser. I reached out and grabbed her arm pulling her over to me. I pulled her down onto the bed and kissed her. I couldn't wait anymore. I lay her on her back and slowly reaching for the towel and removing it from her body. I slowly kissed down her jaw and to her breast taking a nipple in my mouth. I slowly moved my other hand slowly down her body creasing the folds between her legs and putting one finger in her. Her hips bucked up as my finger slowly circled her teasing her before I moved my finger in and out of her. I slowly pushed another finger into her slowly stretching her preparing her for more. Her hands were buried in my hair as she tasted my kisses. Her thighs parted further her clit pushing against my hand sending fireworks through her. She was close and I leaned down between her thighs pushing her legs further apart to her slick swollen folds of her sex. I gripped her hips holding her steal as my tongue lapped at her clit. I quickly got on my knees lifting her hips closer and put the head of my cock into her vigina. Slowly stretching her to fit my size. I then hit her barrier. I looked at her saying there will be pain at first and then pleasure. I shoved forward breaking her barrier and waited and then I pushed all they ways inside her burying myself in her and moved slowly. She lifted her hips and said more Rage. I need more. I pulled out and slammed back into her over and over as she started to scream my name her tight pussy sucking my cock dry. I slowly pulled out of her and walked to the bathroom bringing back a washcloth. I washed her and myself before covering us with a blanket. I pulled her close to me and asked if she was alright. I looked at Rage and said. I am more than alright. We should have done this a long time ago. I grinned and said. Yes, we should have. I was worried about you because as you now know. I am a big guy and have a big dick. I lay on his chest and said. Now that it is over the first time you will continue to make love to me. I looked at her and said. As much and often as you will let me. I said all the time. I loved that feeling and want to feel it again. I watched her close her eyes and fall asleep. I said to myself. She will have a smile on her face from now on. She will know just how much I do love her. 

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