I loved you... // Sam Kiszka X OC

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It's a very cold winter night here in Frankenmuth. I was laying I bed thinking about someone. My best friend. His name is Sam, but I call him Sammy. We've been best friends since 1st grade. When we both entered high school I started to develop a crush on him. But I couldn't date him cause he already had a girlfriend. They broke up sometime during the summer after we graduated. I'm now in college and Sammy is out touring a lot with his band, Greta Van Fleet. I was still daydreaming about him and before I knew it I herd a knock on my window. I snapped out of my thoughts and went over to the window to see who it was. At the window was a brown haired boy with a big smile on his face. It's Sammy. I opened the window and smiled back at him.

"Hey Sammy boy." I said in a kinda flirtatious way.

"Hey there." He then climbed into my room and I shut my window.

Sammy then turned to look at me "I need to tell you something Alex."

My real name is Alexandra and Sammy wanted to keep calling me that. But I kept telling him just to call me Alex. He got the hint after a while.

I raised my eyebrow at him "Oh? What do you have to tell me?"

He bit his bottom lip to prevent himself from smiling "I got a new girlfriend."

My heart dropped. I was heartbroken. I wanted to run to the bathroom and just stay in there until he left. I know now that Sammy won't become my boyfriend anytime soon now.

I became very quiet "Oh, that's great."

Sammy frowned when he herd my answer "You don't sound to happy about it Alex."

To be honest I wasn't really thrilled about Sammy having another girl in his life that wasn't me. But I can't be selfish.

"No, I am happy for you Sammy, it's just..." I couldn't continue speaking.

I really wanted to tell him how I felt about him. I wanted to tell him since sophomore year of high school, but I can't now since he's in a relationship.

Sammy raised an eyebrow at me "You just what?"

I let out a deep sigh "I want to tell you Sammy, but I can't."

"Why can't you tell me?" He asked me.

"It's complicated." I then looked down at my feet.

Sammy walked closer to me "Try me."

I gulped a little bit "I, Uh. I have a crush on you Sammy..."

Sammy had a shocked look on his face "When did this happen?"

"Sophomore year of high school." I then looked into his eyes.

"Oh my god..." Sammy sat on the edge of my bed, he still has a shocked look on his face.

I then sat next to him "Are you alright Sammy?"

He turned his head to look at me "If I would of known that you liked me I wouldn't be with my current girlfriend right now."

"What do you mean?" I tilted my head at him.

Sammy let out a deep sigh before answering my question "Alex, I've liked you for a very long time. No, I didn't just like you. I loved you. Since 5th grade to be exact. I never asked you out or asked you to be my girlfriend because I thought you only saw me as a best friend." He bit his bottom lip gently and looked down before continuing "I feel like and idiot now..."

I scooted a little bit closer to him and caressed his cheek with my thumb. He looked into my eyes before I said something to him.

"You aren't an idiot Sammy. I'm the idiot for not telling you how I really felt about you..."

We were sitting in silence for a few minutes and before I knew it we were both leaning in at the same time and we both gave each other a small but sweet kiss on the lips. Sammy looked at me after he broke the kiss and smiled a little bit.

"I've been waiting for that kiss for so long." He confessed.

"I wish I could be your boyfriend. But wait for me ok?" He said before he put his hand on top of mine.

I looked at him and gave him a little nod. Sammy smiled a little bit and gave me a quick kiss on the lips before saying goodbye. And just like that, he was gone.

(Time jump)

It's been a few months since I've seen Sammy. He's been busy touring and spending time with his girlfriend. One day out of nowhere I received a text from Sammy.

[Can you meet me by the movie theater tonight at 7?]

I told him that I would. Once I arrived and found him, he didn't look to happy. I walked up to him and sat next to him on the curb.

"Hey Sammy, are you alright?" I said with concern in my voice.

Sammy looked at me with the same sad expression on his face "Me and Layla broke up..."

I had a confused look on my face "Why? You guys looked so happy together."

Sammy scooted a closer to me and planted a gentle kiss onto my lips. When Sammy broke the kiss I had a shocked look on my face. He gently bit his lower lip before saying something to me.

"Because I still love you Alex. And I want to be with you."

I was still in shock. Does he really want to be my boyfriend?

"Alexandra, will you be my girlfriend?"

At this point I didn't care if he used my real name. I had a big smile on my face and I nodded at him. He also had a big smile on his face before we gave each other a passionate kiss.