wow back again. just looked through this whirlwind of emotions. little rosa was going through some times, huh.
i never thought this would come in handy. but something did happen today that i kinda wanna write about.
there's this girl. the new civilian administrator. she's.. a bitch. ditzy. annoying as hell. loud. obnoxious. egocentric. she makes me want to gouge her eyes out..
and yet i also wanna bone her. so. bad.
how she entered the room with that ENERGY. the way she looked at me when she walked in with those damn ocean blue eyes. oh man. oh fuckin man. the way her hair bounces but sits so perfectly on her tiny little shoulders drives me insane but turns me on like a bitch. fuck i just cant stop thinking about her. guess this is gonna be my outlet to write about her until i pluck up the courage to ask her out. not that i.. don't have courage. i'm a badass. i can do that right?
