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I was driving to my best friend Alisha's house. I made sure to call before though. It was a 4 hour drive to get to her house. When I got there she hugged me and I just started crying.
"Awe I'm sorry babes go take a showers I'll get your stuff out of the car and put it in the first room" she said with a soft smile.
"Thank you I love you so much"
I walked into the house and to the shower.
As I was in the shower the image of Bryce and my sister just kept playing in my head. I started crying and I couldn't stop. No one will ever love you! How could they you're so worthless and ugly! No I'm not stop it. I'm just trying to tell you the truth. No stop I hate you! You're nothing but a voice in my head! And you're nothing but a worthless little bitch! No one will love you. You should just go back to cutting and taking pills and doing drugs. ⚠️trigger warning⚠️
With that thought I took the blade out of my razor. I counted each line. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 ,9,10. Wow I do feel better. I told you sooo.
"Are you ok in there"
"Uh ya I'm getting out now"
I put the towel on my cuts to stop the bleeding.
⚠️trigger warning over⚠️
I slipped on a hoodie and sweat pants and walked out of the bathroom.
"Hay I made some food"
Don't eat it your just gonna get even fatter then you already are.
"No it's ok, I ate before I got home. Thanks"
SKIP ONE YEAR
" Ok Lia I love you but you need to find your own place. My fiancé is moving in and you need to leave I'm sorry"
"Are you kicking me out"
"I'm sorry I'll help you find a place"
"No I'll do it myself. Maybe I'll move to LA" I said while wiggling my eyebrows. Alisha laughed.
"Ok superstar"
"Hay I'm not a superstar I'm just a YouTube" I said while laughing.
"Ya sure only 2 Million subs no biggie"
We both bust out into laughter.
"I'm gonna go make a call bye Alisha love ya"
"Love ya too"
I went upstairs and started searching through my old heat book. COLBY BROCK! Omg I have to see if I can find his number. I looked him up. WHAT THE FUCK HOW IS HE SO POPULAR. I saw he does YouTube. OMG ONE MILLION SUBS.  I looked at his Instagram and came across this picture

209,578 likes and 8,431 commentsBrocklover 😍😍DaddySamGolbach can u nut in my butt🤤Aarondoh im pregnant Jakewebber9 HOLY FUCK DADDY😍🤤Brennen  I WANT U IN ME DADDY 😍😍🤤🤤😩😫Brockhater ew ur so fat🤮LiaMarie  someone grew up😂   @colbybrock @...

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209,578 likes and 8,431 comments
Brocklover 😍😍Daddy
SamGolbach can u nut in my butt🤤
Aarondoh im pregnant
Jakewebber9 HOLY FUCK DADDY😍🤤
Brennen  I WANT U IN ME DADDY 😍😍🤤🤤😩😫
Brockhater ew ur so fat🤮
LiaMarie someone grew up😂
   @colbybrock @liaMarie you still know me😂 dm me I wanna catch up:)
   DMS
-colby                                                  -Lia
Hay
                                                             Hay
My number is (892)457-3354
                                                         K I'll txt u:)

TXT  (Colby= Colby🤤) (Lia= Lia😍)
Colby🤤- hay lol
Lia😍- hi I feel like we just did this haha
Colby🤤- you sure grew up haha
Lia😍- you too
Colby🤤- good or bad?
Lia😍- good. How bout me?
Colby🤤- good😉
Lia😍- 😂
Colby🤤- do you still live in Kansas?
Lia😍- ya I wanna move to LA but I hav no one To stay with😔
Colby🤤- YOU CAN STAY WITH ME!!
Lia😍- well...
Lia is tying
Lia😍- can I come this weekend?
Colby🤤- OFC I CANT WAIT TO CATCH UP
Lia😍- haha same I need someone or u to pick me up from the airport
Colby🤤- I got it covered:)
END TXT
I right away started packing. I told Alisha about it and she was so happy for me. Alisha used to like Colby.
Time skip
It was Friday and I already bought my one way ticket to LA. I couldn't wait but I was soo scared to fly by myself. I was txting Colby until the second I got on the plane. I quickly txt Alisha I was bout to take off. I'm so scared. And off we flew. I was doing editing on the plane. I filmed a video about me moving to LA but ofc I didn't say who I'm moving in with. Our fandoms are crazy! We would both be dead.

HI SISTERSSSS
Sooo Colby and Lia are gonna meet next timeeeeee yay I hav juicy content coming up hehe. Not edited.

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