Hard Times????

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1 month later
Kelsea's POV.
It has been a month of dating Morgan. He is sooo special to me I love him with all my heart. He often surprises me which is sooo cute I love him so much hes really cute.
After School
"Hey Kels! How was your day baby?" Morgan asks me. I smile and grab his hand.
"My day was good, up until you came along." I say. Morgan looks at me sad, worried and scared. I laugh at him. He lets go of my hand and looks at me. "Morgan! I'm kidding baby," I say making him look relieved making him sign. "You make everyday brighter for me when I see you baby. Don't ever think you don't make me happy okay." I say looking him in his eyes.
"I'm sorry Kels but that went south really fast can you give me a bit? I know you meant for it to be a joke a funny joke for that matter and I know we both know your jokes aren't that good but we are working on that and I know you meant for it to be a joke but that was mean. Can you give me until tomorrow I will tell you if we are okay by tomorrow. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Bye." Morgan says. He didn't even say my name. My name didn't come out of his mouth but one time.
"Morgan! Morgan wait I'm really sorry okay. But I'll give you some time I'm really really sorry babe. I didn't mean to hurt you Morgan I really didn't. I hope we can work through this. After we work through this I give up on jokes. And if we work through this I will do anything for you Morgan. You mean the world to me and I don't ever want to lose you because you complete me. You make me the happiest I've ever been." I say looking into his eyes crying. I wipe away the tears trying not to make this worse anytime soon. I wanted this to already end I didn't mean to hurt him.
"I know you didn't mean to Kelsea but it still hurt." Morgan says letting go of my hand. "I just need some time I'll talk to you tomorrow okay Kels?" Morgan asks.
"uhhh yeah, yeah its okay." I say smiling weakly. He then goes to leave but I run behind him and give him a hug. "I'll always love you Morgan." I say crying.
"Hey, hey calm down Kels its just until tomorrow. I know you'll always love me. I will always love you to Kels I promise you that. Now please don't cry because now I feel guilty." Morgan says. I just nodd and cry into his chest. "I'll walk out of school with you but then I'll talk to you tomorrow okay?" Morgan asks. I just nodd because I didn't want to let him go. I hold on to him until we reach the main doors I stop before we walk out of the main doors.
"Why'd you stop?" Morgan asks.
"I stopped because if I don't see you or talk to you until tomorrow I want to at least get one more minute left with you." I say. I stand on my tippy-toes and kiss Morgan one last time and give him one last hug and walk out the door hand and hand for the last time until tomorrow. " I love you Morgan I'll see you tomorrow. Bye Morgan. I say giving him one last kiss and a hug.
"Bye Kels I'll see you tomorrow." Morgan says kissing my head. We then walk our own way. I go to my house and do my homework and I then tell my mom that I was going for a walk. Luckily dinner isn't until 5 it's only 3 sooo I'm thankful for that. I went to the park and sat there for awhile. I then walked into town and past school. I decided to head back home since it was 4:30 pm I headed back to the house I happened to take the longer way home which would only be 10 minutes. I was walking past Morgan's house and decided to stop by because I really missed him and I wanted to talk to him. I walked up to his house I knocked on the door and looked at the time 10 minutes to talk. I waited another minute and knocked again when they didn't answer I walked back out of there driveway I was almost out onto the sidewalk when I felt someone turn me around. I looked up into those chocolate brown eyes of his and gave him the biggest hug I could give. We both finally let go after 2 minutes.
"Kels what are you doing here?" Morgan asks.
"Well I went home today and got all the things I had to get done and decided I needed to think so I went for a walk to the park then into town passed the school back to the park and decided to head back home dinner is at 5 soo I've been outside since 3:30. I decided to take the long way home because I wanted to make sure you were okay." I say. "And because I missed you to much." I say.
"Kels it's freezing outside lets get you inside." Morgan says pulling me to the house.
"Morgan. I have to get home its already 4:45pm." I say.
"You have five minutes so your fine now lets go." Morgan says getting to the porch.
"Morgan!!" I yell making him turn around.
"What Kelsea you are not staying outside and walking back home you could freeze out here its 20 degrees. I don't care if I said we weren't talking until tomorrow. I care to much about you to let you go. I'm....I'm...not ready to let you go just yet. I don't want to lose you Kels." Morgan says on the verge of crying.
"Morgan your not going to lose me. I promise." I whispered cupping his face in my hands wiping away the tears on him now red-tear-stained face. I kissed him like never before. "Morgan don't you EVER think like that." I whisper. "I promise you will never lose me. I love you to much to let that ever happen to us okay?" I say. Looking him dead in the eyes. "Please Morgan don't think like that." I say hugging him. "Okay it I have to get ready to leave. It is 4:50pm. Morgan I'll see you tomorrow." I say letting go of our hug I give him a kiss and start to walk off the porch when he pulls me back to where we were standing. "Yes Morgan??" I ask.
"You are not going to be walking back home. I will take you back home in my car. Just come in the house let me get my keys and let me change out of my clothes." Morgan says.
"Okay." I say we then walk into his house I wait until he is ready. We get into his car luckliy when you drive to my house from his it's only 5 minutes. We sit in silence for awhile until I feel his hand interwind with mine. I look over to him and see him looking at me I smile and kiss his cheek. We finally make it to my house and is 4:56. We sit in the car and just look at eachother. I then give him a kiss and unbuckle and let go of his hand. "Alright Morgan. Lets go." I say.
"Where am I going?" He ask.
"My mom is going to want to see you and want you to stay and eat dinner with us." I say "Soooo are you going to come in or what?" I ask.
"Yeah I'm coming." He says. We walk into the house and I yell out into the house. Smelling moms homemade meat balls and gravy. I sigh smelling the wonderful smell of my favorite meat balls and gravy.
"You okay. Because you look like your in heaven?: Morgan says chuckling.
"Yeah just mom made my favorite meat balls and gravy and corn bread. It smells like heaven." I say. I then yell into the house. "MOM!!! Mom I'm home!!!" I yell.
"In here Kels!!" Mom says. I drag Morgan into the kitchen and let go of his hand and walk up to the counter while mom is still making sure its almost done cooking I make the table and then go back to mom.
"Soooo Mom whats special tonight?" I ask knowing something is up.
"Uhhh I'll tell you when we sit down for dinner okay?" Mom asks.
"Yeah sure." I say. "Mom Morgans here." I say pointing to where Morgan was staning awkwardly watching me and mom talk.
"Morgan. Hi sweety." Mom says giving him a big old hug I laugh while making our plates. "It's sooo good to see you Morgan." Mom says.
"It's good to see you to Carla." Morgan says. I put our plates on the table and get our drinks and sit them on the table with our food. Morgan and I sit together while mom sits across from us.
"Soooo uh Mom where is dad?" I say halfway through dinner. Morgan is holding my hand under the dinner staying quite the whole time.
"Uh about that Kelsea." Mom says scarying me since she hardly ever uses my name unless I'm in trouble or something bad is happening.
"Mom you never say my name unless I'm in trouble or something your really scarying me mom." I say. Mom drops her fork on her plate.
"Kelsea I'm sorry but me and your dad are getting a divorce. He's not here right now because he is staying back with your grandparents until tomorrow he will be coming home tomorrow to pack up his things for his new place." Mom says. I'm shocked by this and just sit there for a couple minutes not saying a word.
"Kelsea.....Kelsea....Kelsea!!!" Morgan says waving his hand in front of my face. "Kelsea are you okay. Snap out of it." Morgan says he snapped his finger in front of my face and starts waving his hand in front of my face again. I closed my eyes and then remembered he didn't like the thought of losing me I wanted to say something but I didn't want to talk to anyone. I opened my eyes and saw Morgan and my mom he then ran and came to give me a hug but I pushed him away.
"May I be excused?" I asked my mom without even looking at her.
"Of course." Mom says I finally look up and see Morgans hurt face. He looks up and I give him a weak smile telling him that I'll be okay. "Kels don't beat yourself up about this." Mom says.
"Don't. Please I don't want to talk to anyone. I'm hurting inside okay. I know it's for the best but I can't. I'm sorry Morgan, I'll be okay soon." I say going up and giving him a hug. "I hope to be okay. I love you Morgan." I say giving him a kiss. I then go to my room and cry myself to sleep. I wake up in the middle of the night to someone next to me. I look over to see a peaceful sleeping Morgan. I smile and kiss him I feel him kiss back I smile and break the kiss. We rest our foreheads together. He I then open my eyes and see those chocolate brown soft eyes looking right back at me.
"Kels?" Morgan asks. I already know what he is going to ask.
"I'm alright Morgan as long as I have you I will be okay. I just need you. I love you never forget that. You will never lose me." I kiss his cheek and lay my head on his chest. We both fall asleep peacefully in eachothers arms.

Thank you for reading I haven't had that much ideas for this book but thank you for thoses that read this I love you guys soooo much you don't even know!!!!
<3 Emily
Word Count 2,060 words.
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