~Bleak~ g.d

5

*5 months later*

I have hit denial.

I take pills now. It's numbing everything.

It's comforting.

I miss you, Gray.

Do you miss me?

I loved you and you left.

Why, Gray!?

WHY DID YOU LEAVE!?

I scream to myself as I suffer from my pain.

I NEED TO BE WITH YOU!

I can't take any of this. You have caused fights in your family and mine.

You did this to us , you fucked us all up.

Ethan, he is back in Jersey with Emma and your parents.

For me I haven't said a word to mine in months.

I feel cold.

I need your warmth.