Will You My Saviour? (Black Veil Brides fan fiction )EDITING

Chapter 15-I need you to tell me everything will be alright

"Half past nine in the morning Juliet! This is not the time to arrive at home
!Where have you been?"

Juliet walks to the bedroom and throws herself down onto the bed ignoring me. I left her so that she could rest. She won't listen to me now. I can't believe she would come home at this time. Was she really out with a friend ? I can't believe that. Is she cheating on me? Is this revenge for Johnny? I told her what happened between me and Johnny and that I was really sorry. If she didn't really forgive me she should just say so because then we're really wasting each other's time. I can't deal with all of this. Tour is just a month away. I hope my performance isn't affected. I really want to give the best to my fans. Last year we had no shows so it's only right that we give the best to our fans no matter what is going on in our personal lives. I decided to give Ashley a call and tell him about my concerns regarding Juliet. I turned my phone on private in case he chooses to ignore me.

"Hey Ash, it's Andy."

"Ashley again?!" Juliet shouted from behind me.

I almost threw my phone down from the fright that I just got. "Juliet, I thought you were sleeping."

Juliet sat down on the couch across me. Now might be the perfect time to tell her. After about five minutes of total silence I finally plucked up the courage to open my mouth. I sat down next to her.

"Juliet I have something to tell you."

"Go ahead."

Just as I was about to say something somebody knocked on the door. Jesus!I got up to open the door.

"Hey bro!" Ashley said excitedly.

My face lit up and my morning felt a million times better.

"Hey Ash," I replied hugging him tightly.

Juliet got up from behind me and kissed me passionately which is so unlike her the past few weeks. She walked back to the room and I swear I saw a hint of jealousy on Ashley's face.
It's cute though.

"When are you divorcing her?"

"Sssshh. Don't speak so loud!"

Ashley looks at me with confusion. "She's upstairs. She c-"

"We have cameras installed Ashley!" I whisper-shouted at him.

"What why?"

I sigh before whispering my answer to Ashley. "She doesn't trust me."

Ashley raised his eyebrows suspiciously, squinting his eyes as he shook his head, baffled by what I had just said.

"That's a topic for another time. Why are you her? What about our policy of staying away from each other?"

"When you called earlier I knew you needed me."

"How?" I asked laughing.

"I just knew Andy."

He held up his arms showing the tattoos.

"Best friends for life. I will always love you. Remember that. So when you need me any silly rule such as the stupid one we made a few weeks ago does not apply."

"Oh Ashley!" I said happily squeezing him. "Thank you."

"Do you wanna go to the carnival later? I haven't been on those rides in a long time!" he said.

"Sure."

We spent the afternoon watching movies before we left for the carnival. I went upstairs to tell Juliet and when I entered the room she threw her phone down suspiciously while her message notification tone continuously went off and that's how I knew she was definitely cheating on me.

"I am going out with Ashley now and when I return you are going to tell me where you were last night!" I shouted before storming out of the room.

"You really need to get a divorce," Ashley said as we walked out of the house.

The first ride Ashley and I got on was the ferris wheel. I actually need this .It is so peaceful and being here with Ash is the best thing ever. Ashley laid his head down on my shoulder which I find extremely cute. I stroked my fingers through his hair and held his hand with my other hand.

"When are you going to get divorced?I really think you should."

Dammit Ashley is being so persistent about this divorce. I wonder if the only reason we came to the carnival was so that he could get me to divorce Juliet. I don't wanna get too excited, but the way he has been acting around me and his need to tell me to get divorced could probably mean that he feels the same way about me. This time I'm sure of it. I can see the sparkle in his eyes when he speaks to me and the way he cares for me.

"Urhm Andy?"

"Oh yeah sorry Ash. I don't know when. There are many things I have to consider."

Ashley sighed.

"I know .I just don't want to see you get hurt any further. It kills me when you're unhappy."

I planted a kiss on his cheek and he looked away blushing. That's when I knew Ashley's feelings for me are anything but "brotherly." After the carnival I suggested we go clubbing and Ashley eventually agreed after I had to fight with him for us to go. As we enter the club we are surrounded by many beautiful women.

"Hey gorgeous!" A blond with boobs almost falling out of her dress, said as she saw Ashley.

Ashley shook his head and frowned at her before turning away from her. We continued walking and yet another women, totally Ashley's type, smiled at him from a distance. Ashley sighed and rolled his head. We continued walking only to be greeted my more women, but Ashley turned them all down. And all of these women are totally Ashley's type.

"Andy! Ashley !" I heard CC's voice.

"Oh look the guys decided to have fun without us," Ashley said.

They walked over to us and our fun began .I would much rather only be spending it with Ashley but I will admit that I haven't had this much fun in years! Throughout the evening Ashley rejected every woman that came his way. He instead chooses to spend all his time with me which I appreciate so much. He really just makes me love him more every time.

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"Bye Andy. Sleep well", Ashleysaid as he dropped me off at home.

"Bye Ash," I said faking a smile. I have to deal with Juliet now.

When I enter the room she is once again glued to her phone texting like crazy. She doesn't even look up to greet me.

"Are you going to tell me where you were last night?"

She scoffed before answering. "Why would I tell you? You don't need to know my every move."

"Juliet could you please be kind for once? I thought you came back so that we could sort things out!"

"Like I said it will take some time."

I give up saving our relationship. I am so sure she feels nothing for me anymore so why even bother. Why am I even with her ? I love Ash and I'm sure he loves me back too . Tomorrow is definitely the day I'm doing the right thing. I'm going to tell her that I want a divorce. There's no point in us trying. She is cheating on me, but she can at least have the decency to tell me that she's in love with someone else or sleeping with someone else because that's exactly what I am going to do. I am going to tell her about my feelings for Ashley and I am going to tell him as well even if he rejects me. I just can't live with this lie anymore. I want a divorce.

"I want a divorce," I said to Juliet before getting into bed.

"Fine."

Her "fine" hurt me. I know I know. I'm the one that wants the divorce but it's not as if I'm taking it lightly. She on the other hand just says "fine". Did she ever feel anything for me? Tomorrow will not be a great day. I have to do one of the hardest things in my life which is admitting my feelings to my best friend and to my wife who doesn't seem to care. But I'm sure this is the right decision after spending the entire day with him. He makes me feel happy, safe, cared for, loved and he makes everything better. I need him in my life. I can't imagine a future
without him.