I can't believe what my mom just said yesterday, I was getting married TOMORROW. I am not ready for that. I don't even want to get married to Jason.
"Dear?" I heard my father ask as he strolled in my room. I was so much closer to my dad than my mom and he was the first person I told I was gay. He always knew I admitted Jason, as a BROTHER. I had never thought of Jason as a lover and not to mention my husband. But I had nothing to say about it. My mother's mind was made up. And let me tell you, when her mind was made up it was like it is. Nothing could make her mind change. And not only that but she hated me. According to her, Hylla was the perfect daughter, nevertheless the perfect heir to the throne. If I had been the one who would be the first born, my mother would have found some way to make my sister take the throne instead.
"Mhm?" I said glancing over at him. He walked over to me an I stood still watching myself in the mirror wearing my light purple wedding gown.
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I can totally understand that life isn't fair. But being a lesbian and have to marry a guy is the worst. Why do I always complain?
"How are you feeling honey?" Dad asked making me face back to reality. His words were soft and understanding.
"Well except the fact that I am marrying a boy today, I'm terrified.
"Well i need to go now" my dad said and hugged me one last time. He walked out of my room and left me with tears in my eyes.
"Silent, I can't wait here silent Working up a storm inside my head Nothing, I just stood for nothing So I fell for everything you said Hear the rumble Hear my voice Silent, I can't wait here silent Gotta make a change and make some noise Undo my sad Undo what hurts so bad Undo my pain Gonna get out, through the rain I know that I am over you At last I know what I should do Undo my sad Trouble, baby I'm in trouble Everytime I look into your eyes Save me, oh I'm gonna save me Far away from all the crazy lies Hear the rumble Hear my voice Undo my sad Undo what hurts so bad Undo my pain Gonna get out, through the rain I know that I am over you At last I know what I should do Undo my sad Undo my sad"
I quietly sing to myself and just for once, I don't care about anything. All I want it to be with Thalia. But I think we all know that won't happen. She is already engaged to Luke and today I am getting married.
