𝐄𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐌𝐢𝐧𝐝 *UNDERGOING HUGE EDITING*

24- the tests

*2 months later*

Samantha's POV

"I'm sorry baby". I sighed looking down at the pregnancy test. Another negative. We've tried for so long.

"It's okay, maybe next time". He smiled slightly. I know this is bothering him, I can't help it. I peck his lips softly and threw the test in the trash.

From the corner of my eyes I can tell he was tearing up. I turn to look at him. "No baby don't cry". I said rushing to his side. "What are you talking about?". He chuckled nervously.

I look up at him. "I'm sorry, you've been wanting a family. I just can't seem to get pregnant". I cried. "Are you sure you weren't taking anything?". He asked.

"Are you sure you weren't wearing anything?". I responded making us laugh. "No". He half smiled. "Give us some time my love, I promise, patience is key". I smiled.

He nodded and walked downstairs together. "Nothing?". Cameron asked as we walked into the living room where she was waiting. I sigh and shake my head.

"Aw man". She sighed. "Yeah". Grayson replied. I rub his back.
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*1 months later*

"Fuck". I cursed flushing the toilet. I get up from my knees and brush me teeth. Grayson was on a business trip in Ohio. Thank god he'll come back this week.

A hint of excitement hits me as I'm thinking of what is happening. Am I pregnant? I quickly grab a test from my drawer and run back to the restroom. I do it and wait for the results.

After time was up, I flip over the test. Tears of joy run down my cheeks. I was finally pregnant. Finally. My son was going to be a big brother.

I frown at the thought. My son, he's dead, was murdered. And so was my mom. I stare down at my flat stomach and rub it.

"If only your brother was still here". I said softly. I was sobbing at this point. I still haven't accepted the fact that they're gone.

I grab my phone and call Grayson. "Hello?". He answered on the 2nd ring. "Hi baby". I sniffled. "What's wrong? Are you crying?!". He asked nervously.

"I have something to tell you". I smiled. "Oh really? Cause I do too". He responded. "You go first". I said. "Well, it's bad news". He sighed. I frown.

"What's up?". I ask. "I won't be back in 9 months". He blurted making my eyes go wide. "What the fuck Grayson!". I yelled through the phone.

"I'm sorry baby, it's just work, my dad did this when he owned the empire. But now that I own it, I'm doing the same". He said. Tears started falling down my face again. In nine months. Our baby would be around a month old by that time.

"I promise I'll call and FaceTime whenever, and my mom even let you stay for that long so you won't be alone in the house". He said. "But Grayson, I miss you". I cried.

"Baby I miss you too. And I talked to the people here to let you stay with me but they can't. I'm sorry". He cried as well.

"Anyways, what was the thing you were going to tell me?". He asked. I bite my lip and hesitated to answer. "Nothing, i just wanted to let you know that I miss you". I sighed.

I can't tell him. Not yet. "I don't think long distance is going to work Gray". I sighed. "No baby girl don't say that! Please! We're inseparable and you know that". He begged.

"Bye Grayson". I cried. "No sam please don't do this!". He cried. "I'm sorry but I know it's not going to work out love, see you in 9 months". I sobbed. I can tell he was too.

"SAMANTHA!". He cried before I hung up the phone. I started packing my things and drove to my aunts house. It hurts, I just left my husband, my lover, my baby daddy.

Tears were still rolling down my face at this point. Did I make a mistake? Is it just the hormones?

I love Grayson. Actually, I'm IN LOVE with him. I let the love of my life go. It's just that I don't like long distances. And the fact that he's so handsome, who knows?

I don't think he's ever cheat. In my opinion. But I'm not going to test that. He's a free man now, he can do whatever he wants.

I'm pregnant, with his baby. And he doesn't know, and won't know till 9 months. My thoughts were disturbed by my phone ringing. Thinking it was Grayson, it wasn't.

He's been calling non stop. But It was Cameron. "Hello?". I said Into the phone. "Hey sam, Grayson told me and my mom that you'd be staying with us so you won't be lonely in that giant house". She said.

I sigh. "No cam, I'm going to staying with my aunt here". I replied. "What!? Ok, see you later". She sighed and I hung up.