All For Nothing

Chapter 10

"Emily whats wrong?" I asked. We sat down on the couch in silence.

"It's just... I was supposed to watch you during tour. And I wasn't paying any attention to you during the party. If O would have then the stuff with Nick wouldn't have happened. I hate myself for this." Emily broke down crying. I wrapped my arms around her and whipped the tears away. We talked about the situations and that it was my fault for not watching myself and stuff.

*Later that night*

"Alex is here." Matt said walking into the bunk room. I fixed my hat and walked out. Alex's jaw dropped a little.

"Ready?" I nod and take his hand. "You look really pretty tonight." He said while we were waiting for the cross walk.

"Thank you. You look pretty also." I said with a smile. He wore a pair of dark skinny jeans, old converse, and a blue button up. Soon we walked across the street and went into a ice cream shop. Nobody was there except a little kid and his mother. I waved at the boy and he waved back.

"'What would you like?" Alex asked me before the person who worked there.

"Ermm... Strawberry!" He nods and wraps a arm around my waist. Alex soon ordered our stuff and paid. I took mine and had Alex's right hand in my left. "Where are we going Alex?"

"Somewhere." He said with a smirk.

"That's no help." I pouted a Little. We chatted for the walk there and I mentioned the 'Physical Action' Victoria and Blake had this afternoon. Alex took me to a huge park where two little kids are playing on the playground. It's pretty late for them. "Alex, thanks for everything." I said taking his hand. I gave him a small kiss on the lips.

"Ew!!!" I looked at who said that. The kids were passing by us going home. I looked at Alex and laughed. I shoved some of my ice cream into his face.

"What was that for?!?!" Alex asked.

"I don't know." I said shyly. Alex got his chocolate ice cream and did the same. I whipped my finger against his cheek and licked it off. He did the same to me.

"Tonight was fun." Alex said.

"Now its funner." Quickly I smashed most of my ice cream onto his face.

"Oh heck no!" He laughed and dumped his ice cream onto his hand and placed it all over my face. We were doin' that till we had none left. "How are we gonna get this off?"

"Follow me." I took his hand and walked to the lake. I took off my hat and heels. "Come on." He took off his shoes and shirt. He took my hand and we both jumped in. It was cold, but not freezing. Alex pulled my into his arms to warm me up.

"This was smart." He said with a smirk.

"It was either this of we lick each others faces. And I didn't want to." We swam around for a while till it was pitch black. We got out and I was shaking. He put his shirt on my and carried me back to the buses.

"Wanna stay with me again?" He asked.

"Yeah." I placed my lips on top of his and kissed him. We went into the bus where there was no sight of Kayla and Zac.

"Kayla and Zac are asleep. And Emily dropped this off for you." Jack said giving me my jammies. I quickly changed in the bunk room while Alex was in bed. I soon hopped in and placed my head into his chest.

"Woke up from dreaming and put on his shoes

Starting making his way past 2 in the morning

He hasn't been sober for days

Leaning out into the breeze

Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees

They had breakfast together

But two eggs don't last

Like the feeling of what he needs

Now this place is familiar to him

She pulls on his hand with a devilish grin

She led him upstairs, she led him upstairs

Left him dying to get in

Forgive me, I'm trying to find

My calling, I'm calling at night

I don't mean to be a bother,

But have you seen this girl?

She's been running through my dreams

And it's driving me crazy, it seems

I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,

He's determined to call her bluff

Who could deny these butterflies?

They're filling his gut

Waking the neighbors, unfamiliar faces

He pleads though he tries

But he's only denied

Now he's dying to get inside

Forgive me, I'm trying to find

My calling, I'm calling at night

I don't mean to be a bother,

But have you seen this girl?

She's been running through my dreams

And it's driving me crazy, it seems

I'm going to ask her to marry me

The neighbors said she moved away

Funny how it rained all day

I didn't think much of it then

But it's starting to all make sense

Oh, I can see now that all of these clouds

Are following me in my desperate endeavor

To find my whoever, wherever she may be

I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible

I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me

I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt; now the rain is

Washing you out of my hair and out of my mind

Keeping an eye on the world,

So many thousands of feet off the ground

I'm over you now I'm at home in the clouds

Towering over your head

I guess I'll go home now

I guess I'll go home now

I guess I'll go home now

I guess I'll go home" Alex sang.