Dare

VI

  ("When do we leave?")

*contains depressed thoughts and mentions/description of self harm*

"Thomas, do you want to be my partner in crime?~" Tord asked looking at Tom for his answer or reaction.
"Y-Your partner in crime?!" Tom squeaked.
Tord nodded.
     Tom was silent for a while, looking down.
     "I-I get it if you don't-" Tord started.
     "When are we leaving?~" Tom answered, smirking, looking at Tord.
     Tord's eyes went wide as he heard Tom's answer.
     "Y-You're coming?" Tord asked.
     "Mhm. Now, when are we leaving?" Tom asked.
     "We can leave in the morning" Tord said as he smirked, pulled Tom close, and kissed him.
     Tom giggled and kissed back. He got up and sat on Tord's lap, continuing the kiss. Tord blushed and pulled away from the kiss.
     "Hey Thomas?" Tord asked.
     "Yes?" Tom responded, looking at Tord.
     "I love you" Tord giggled.
     Tom giggled, rested his forehead on Tord's, and looked in his eyes.
     "I love you too".
     Tord layed back on the couch and pulled Tom in his arms, so Tom was on top. Tom nuzzled into Tord's chest and fell asleep. Yet, Tord stayed awake... He stayed awake..thinking. Doubting Tom's love. Thinking...what Tom would do if he found out about Tord's scars and cuts....if he found the razor on Tord's nightstand. 'He'll leave you if he finds out...'. Tord looked at the blue hoodied alcoholic laying on top of him asleep and teared up. Tord wanted to cut more....he wanted the satisfaction of the blade running across his arms. Tord wrapped his arms around the sleeping male, hugging him. Tom squirmed a bit in his sleep and nuzzled Tord's chest. Tord got a bit calmed by this and wiped his eyes. Tord eventually fell asleep with Tom in his arms, at about 3 AM.

{//8 AM//}
Tom woke up by stretching, yawning, and sitting up. Tord was still asleep with his arms around Tom, but his sleeves were slightly raised..showing some scars and cuts. Tom gasped at the cuts and got a bit of a closer look at his partner's cut filled arm. Tom gently picked up Tord's arm, trying not to wake the sleeping norski. Tord started to wake up with Tom examining his arm.
"T-Tom?!" Tord yelped as he pulled his arm away.
"Why?...." Tom asked, tears on his face.
"W-Why what?" Tord asked, laughing nervously.
"Why do you do this to yourself?.." Tom asked, pointing to Tord's arm.
Tord looked down, "Stress....thoughts.... depression.... I went to drink my pain and stress away. That's when I met you. You are like some sort of drug or pill that makes me so so happy. I love you so much...".
Tom gasped and hugged Tord.
"I love you too....I can help you get through this Tordie...I'm here for you" Tom says and kisses Tord.
Tord gasps and his eyes widen by Tom's actions.
"But..this isn't good for you still. I am going to help you get through this." Tom smiled and wiped their tears away.
Tord felt a sensation of emotion, happiness, and comfort rush over him.
"Thank you Tommie" Tord said as he pulled Tom into a kiss.
"Now let me just talk to my papa to ask if he can pick us up today" Tord smiled and pulled out his phone to see a message from one of his father's, Pau.
"Ok Tordie" Tom says as he nuzzled his face in Tord's chest.
      Tord started to write back to Pau.

The messages:
Pau: when are you coming back? The army needs you. It's been a few weeks.

Tord: alright. I'm coming back. When can you come?

Pau: Today, by 12

Tord: see you here, thanks papa ❤️
~End of messages~

      "My papa can be here by 12. Start packing".

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     This is chapter 6. Hope you enjoyed this chapter. Also I was supposed to be finished with this chapter yesterday but some 'personal stuff' was distracting me. I go back to school on the 7th of January. I'm kinda looking forward to it because of my friends but I'm also not because of the stress of looking good, acting ok, and schoolwork, even though I get good grades. It's just a pain in the ass to go to a school and deal with some annoying and rude ass kids, not all kids tho. It's middle school what do you expect? heh.
A n y w a y s.
~Pandora❤️⭐️