First Off:
I'm so sorry I haven't updated since February! But to make it up, I promise I'll get 2+ chapters up and running soon!
Why Haven't I Been Updating?:
This is why.
1) School has kept me busy. It's summer now, but I have to do driver's ed. But I have more time, so I'll try as hard as I can to write more.
2) I've been getting ideas left and right for new fics, and I've been trying to get them to have more than two chapters. Post Infinity War and Endgame depression has not been helping *cries in the distance*.
3) How do I phrase this? Ninjago ain't my main fandom. I love it. Other than Phineas and Ferb, it is my first fandom I joined. But then Marvel and Star Wars happened, eheheheh. So I have less motivation to write a Ninjago fic when I could be writing an unhealthy amount of Marvel fics. I'm so sorry. I actually started writing this to prove I'm in the Ninjago fandom. People were saying I wasn't a real fan or whatever, and it hurt. So I slapped them (figuratively) with this fic.
4. So, I kinda realized I don't fully know what I'm doing... I'm gonna actually outline the fic lol.
What Can You Expect?:
I don't think we're too far from the end. And, yes, I'll make the five different endings. Happy Hunger Games, choose who you want. Or just be like me and read them all.
I'll try to make the sequels, though it'll be hard to write five at once. *Cries in anticipation*. I'LL TRY GOSH DARN IT BUT I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE FOR ANYTHING OTHER THAN MURDERING CHARACTERS. I'm a writer, it's my job, right?
Schedule?:
If I make a schedule, I won't follow the schedule, so I won't bother. But 2+ chapters are on their way
This Fic at Danger of Being Discontinued?:
Like I said, this fic is nearing the end. Why would I discontinue now?
The sequels have much more of a chance, but I'll try to finish them all.
Thank You:
1.9K views.
102 votes.
62 comments. BangtanNinja16, how many times have you read this? I swear, I'll just be going about my day and I'll get a notification that you commented again on a chapter from a while ago! Just thought I'd give you a shout out since you are definitely one of the most dedicated readers I have.
Thank you all for the support. Not many people know this, but I specifically write fanfiction to practice writing. I want to be an author, and Wattpad offers free advice and feedback! I only wish that people told me what is bad about it, because there has to be something I can improve!
Honestly, without your support I'd quit my dream of being an author. Thank you so much for helping keep my dream alive.
I've never truly fit in in fandoms. You read what I said about why I started the fic. Idk, I guess I don't belong. But you've given me some sense of belonging, and thank you for that. If you hadn't, I wouldn't be considering myself a fangirl anymore.
You've also supported me through the crap in my life. I've been going through some things and thankfully it's getting better. Gosh, how do I say this? Throughout the past year, I've, uh, gotten close to considering suicide a couple of times. No, I'm not suicidal, don't fret. A lot of why I haven't self harmed is because I don't do well with blood and I don't have an easier method. I never truly considered ending it all. I've had some thoughts occasionally that the world would be better off without me, and I sleep with a pocket knife next to me. I never moved on past thinking maybe because blood. But a year is a long time. Lots of things can happen. The me now is doing a little better and pushing through. I've changed a lot. Wattpad has been part of that. And I think without Wattpad I'd be doing worse. Who knows? Maybe you saved my life.
I put hearts at the end of every A/N. Sometimes, the word love is thrown around without meaning. I don't do that. I love y'all so much. If you need a place to vent, I'm a dm away.
I love you.
I mean it.
NINJAGO!
♥ Michelle
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