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5: fix me

Year 3056 April-20 9:32pm
:말금몬 mark moon
They had given me a room to stay in for the time being. I was just there, laying. I decided to go to the balcony. It was dark outside, the stars were out. I had always loved the sky. I was looking out at the landscape. The ground is dry. Cracking is to be seen. The land is bare. The street I was once on now far from my view. Barely seen with my eyes.

I like it like this. Silence.

"Uh.-"

I turn to see felix had entered the room. A calm expression on his face. As if they are not looking for us. Three years had passed since the others escaped. The people who created us are still out there.

"Fix me." I told him. "Help me. I know you know you can. Don't pretend to be someone else just because you have new hair. New armour, new cloths. A different face doesn't mean a different person. So why act like it is."

He sighed " A mask can hide a face easily. That's why I did it, that's why I act like I'm not the person who I was then. So I can hide."

"It won't do any good for you, for us even. So don't hide anymore. Putting a layer of foundation on your freckles worked, but it won't for your mark. It is part of you."

We sat in silence. I look out the balcony again and see the faint city sky line of A-city. Felix rests his head on my shoulder.

A tear fell.

I feel the tears stream down my face. I was never one to cry so often. I was tough for the ones younger than me. But afer years of not seeing them, of not seeing him, I finally broke.

"That night, I was awake. " I had stated"The night of the escape. I can see every single person flee. From our window."

Year 3053 april-12 11:56am

I see them escape. Why.....

Why didn't they tell me.

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