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7:Little brothers

Year 3056 April 20 10:03pm
:말그 몬markmoon

"I couldn't leave you that night. But I was forced to. Chris wouldn't let me go until I came with them. I saw you look at me and it hurt so much that I couldn't stop crying until a day later." Felix had said.

"You know." He continued " I wasn't the only one that cried. Jeongin had cried much longer than myself. He felt most guilty out of all of us. You know that. Or atleast you should. You should talk to him, he's hurt right now. You should comforting him. After all, he is still your brother."

"He is not"

" No, not by name, but by heart and also genetics. I know you still love him. He is your little brother. Your his older brother that he looks up to. He admires you. He wants to as great as you. Thats what he said to me not just too long ago."

"I don't know how to love someone who left me there to suffer. Someone who let me be tortured day by day for years. They did much worse things to me after you left. After he left. Much worse and much more things to me. Instead of hours of test it was days, instead of hours of sleep I got minutes. How do I heal from that."

"It starts by you talking to him."

"Yah,

Ok."

Year 3056 April 21 4:23 am
:양 정인 yang jeongin

Waking up in the middle of the night is not a good idea, but,

Here I am, standing infront of my brothers door. Just standing. What surprised me is that the door opened and I saw his face looking at me. Not an angry expression but a happy one. He's not smiling, he hadn't at all, but I know my brother more than you think.

"Why are you up so late?"

"I could ask you the same thing. Come in."

I entered his room and he immediately lays down. I come lay beside him. I feel his arms wrap around me.

"I missed you."

"I did too."

He then kissed my forehead which surprised me and said good night. I stay there in his arms resting until I soon fall asleep with the comfort of my brother. I missed you my dear brother.