Reflection (RM)

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I opened the door to my room as i ruffles my drenched hair, it was raining outside but i still went with it...i put my bag on the floor and went straight to the bath room...
I striped my clothes one but one and turn on the shower, as i let the water flows onto my tired body i moaned unexpectedly as the water was warm and my body was cold...i let my mind flow down with the water..letting it play...

(FLASHBACK)

A young tall man walking down the hall as other gasp at his appearence, he tried to hide himself as he makes his way to his class, he tried not to listen to the voices that came in with the attention

Girl 1:hey isn't that Rap Monster of BTS?

Girl 2:he's in our University? Oh my god...i have to tweet about this

Girl 3:he's so handsome...i wonder what class he's in

Girl 4: he looks like a douche

Boy 1:wow there's a super star here

Boy2: i could be better

Jelousy, envy, love, attention and everythings that related came rushing to him like a truck...he's just happy that there's no mob around him..
He arrived to his class peacefully, he's lucky that it is still early and there's no one in the class...he went to front row, as no one bothers to sit infront so he's free from attention for now...he sat down and took off his cap...

Namjoon:well so much for laying low...

He took out his books and read it while waiting for the place to fill up...

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Class went smoothly and it ended well, Namjoon sat on his seat quitely waiting for everyone to exit the class

Yeonjung:he Namjoon i'll leave first, you okay walking alone?

Namjoon:i'm good i think i'll sit here until it's calm out there

Yeonjung:okay take care bro send my regards to Jin hyung and the others

Namjoon nodded as he waves to his friend, not everyone know he's in that University or which class he's in, he manage to make a few reliable friends that he could trust

He starts packing his things as he exited his class, to his suprise there are a few girls trying to take his photo, so he nodded and bring down his cap lower...he took out his face mask and wore it as he walks faster...he exited his University yard into the busy roads of Seoul

He walked calmly as he stroll down the streets as he pasted a shop he heard his groups song

"You can't stop me loving myself..."

He smiled a little under his mask, proud? Of course he is, it took him a long way to be in the position he's in now and he's happy about it but...

Girl1: oh my god can't they put something else? I hate this song!

He stood quitely and try not to be obvious

Girl2:there's tons of group and they still play this song when will my faves get a chance these guys are overrated

The two girls walk past them as they continued to talk

Namjoon:take it easy dude, it's just the same old thing...just take it easy

He continued walking while putting on his earphones, yeah music could help ease things

He looks around as he immerse himself to he music

Namjoon:today's a nice peacefull day...not overall but still, you did well today Namjoon and you can do it again tomorrow...

As he walks,voices he heard earlier started to came in his mind...
He clenches his fist and he tries to throw those voices away...he's annoyed...
He stopped in he middle of the streets, letting others walk past him in fast motion, he stared to the moving people...some are leisurely walking, some are running, some seem tired, some seem happy...

Namjoon:everyday is a new story, and today's seem medicore, can i write a better story tomorrow?

As the sky was grey before, pouring rain storms down...everyone rushed to find a place to keep out of the rain, and only Namjoon seems unbothered...he walks as he pulled his hoodie to cover his head

Namjoon:it's raining...just like what i feel right now? Is it a just me or the weather seem fantastic...

He smiled a little and continued walking until he reaches his home

(End of flashback)

He went out of the shower and reach for the towel and dries himself, his eyes stare at the reflection infront of him...

Namjoon:is that RapMonster? Is that RM? Why can't it be Namjoon....

He touches his face and trace on by one of his features

"You are them, Namjoon, RM and Rapmonster...they are you...you choose who you want to be"

He smiled slightly, as he continues to dry himself...and exited the bathroom

He went through his closet and wore some nice and comfy clothes

He sat on his bed, reminising the day he went through today

Namjoon:its my very own drama...my very own script, but why can't i control it? I wish i could love myself more...

"Well you can, just being yourself is already enough...you don't have to tolerate with other just to please them...be someone you want to be...there are people that wants you to be who you are"

Namjoon lay flat on his bed as he sighs he looked at the ceilling blankly...

Namjoon:yes i do love myself...

He smiled and stood up, there's a knock on his door

Seokjin:popping his head hey Namjoon dinners ready come on out we're having jjajangmyeon today, your favourite...

Namjoon nodded fast and stood up, Seokjin leaves

Namjoon:yeah not all dramas have a nice storyline and so those my life it's either up or down but i know i can be strong, and my reflection reflects who i am no what i am...

He walks out of the with a new smile pasted on his face...

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