PERSONA

Chapter 15

I found myself in someone's embrace. His hands on my waist and mine on his neck.I immediately pulled away. My heart stopped racing even though I did not know the cause of it. He was flustered as he put his hands in his pocket.

"Oh right! Jin Hyun, do you want to go for rides?" he asked.

I smiled and pulled him to all the scary rides I saw. Hunted houses, tall rollercoasters,terror rides and we ended with the ferris wheel. Both of us were sitting opposite of one another. I was feeling very guilty about the persona that appeared before me. Obviously I know it is Bin Hyun but the thought scares me to even believe it.

Both of us were looking out as we thought about the whole scenario. We didn't speak a word but it was not an awkward silence but a meaningful one. My thoughts were on my recent memory. I was walking down the hallway to get to my locker. Suddenly, somebody pulled me to the bathroom. My back was harshly pushed against the wall.

The girl dragged her fist against the wall next to me.Her ring made an awful sound against the ceramic tiles. Behind her stood two other girls. One standing at the entrance and another sitting on the sink ledge. The girl with the ring put her hand on my chin and tilted my head up forcefully.

"You don't want to wake her up," I said not because I meant it but I was scared they were going to get seriously hurt.

"Shut up slut who says you can talk. You are all around our oppa. Not one or two but all 11 of them. Slut. You’re not even well known and still have the audacity to flirt with our oppa," she replied as she slapped me in between sentences.

Each slap was painful. The girl at the sink got down and started kicking my stomach. Then I felt it. Nam Bin Hyun coming out.

"Jin Hyun, the ride is over," Guan Lin said.

I nodded and went down after him.

"Are you okay?" he asked as he held both my shoulders. I nodded and we decided to go home.

I took a shower and changed into a comfortable hoodie with sweatpants. I dried my hair in front of the mirror.

"Hi Ji Hyun. Nice to see you.Obviously it's nice after stealing my good memory away from me. That's what you always do. Good things are yours and mine are the bad ones, right?"

I was shocked. I immediately fell to my knees. My hands are shaking from fear. My mind stopped working as my head suffered from pain. My helpless hands were caressing my head hoping to lessen the pain.

"Everyone gets the good part. I have taken care of you for 11 years. I started when I was just 7. Listen Ji Hyun, you won't be able to handle the past. They are too strong for you. While you get weaker, we will get stronger,"

I cried for help, I was practically shouting my knuckle turned white from gripping my head too tightly. My chest rose up and down as I felt the pain in my head. I could not take it as I punched the mirror in order to make her go.

"Listen Jin Hyun. Get weaker and let me overcome you. I'll be able to handle it. Till then protect me or I'll kill you with my own hands. Like how I did before,"

She disappeared. My hands are bleeding from the mirror. I remembered her grin and smirk. I felt terror and fear. What does she mean by she has killed before. Who?

Not long after I fainted.

Angel pov

I woke up to a bleeding and crying mess. I stood up and saw glass shattering all over the place. I decided to watch today and it's my unlucky day.

I was scared of Bin Hyun unnie. She can do what she wants if her mind is set to it. The fear and pain was all I felt even more as I’m the weakest of the personalities. My head hurts too.

I stood up and headed somewhere. I wrote my will and left it at the glass coated sink.

I headed to my favourite place recommended by Bin Hyun unnie.A spray paint filled box in my hand as I drew my life.

A/n:nice?Just imagine these were drawn in a row at a rooftop near the ledge.Dk what I mean just watch the drama itself.

After I finished, I admired my drawing. It's impossible to be living in the same body, especially with people that have different styles.

I stepped at the end of the ledge.Took a deep breath and admired the view as I thought of dropping free from this situation. I took a step forward and readied myself. Finally there would not be any problem. The meant to be forgotten past will be forgotten. I relaxed my body and closed my eyes.

As my stress goes away-

A warm pair of arms wrapped around me. Bringing me tight into his embrace as somehow familiar cologne comforted me.

"If you want to die you can-but do it tomorrow. If you still want to kill yourself do it the day after. If you still have the plan the next day it's not too late to do it the day after or after that day. If you live passed your day like that a good day will come and you will thank yourself you didn't die today,"

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Chapter Epilogue 

Guan Lin Pov

I was wondering if Ji Hyun would feel awkward with me after my kiss with Bin Hyun. Curiosity took over me and I immediately went to her room.

She was nowhere to be found though. I was worried as I saw blood drip on the carpet near the bathroom. I was anxious so I just went in without acknowledging her. There stood one letter, two words plastered on it.

“Goodbye,”

I immediately felt a horrible feeling. My stomach clenched and I felt like something bad gonna come.

I looked at the nearest rooftops but she was nowhere to be found.I feel like fate was meant as my memories drifted off to the time with Bin Hyun and Jihoon at the rooftop. I found her at the ledge. My heart beat faster and I worry that I might be too late, I ran with all my might before I hugged her.